Sree Maa Shri Ji had mentioned in 2012, also in one of the FiT calls in 2014 and again revealed over one of the dinners in the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat about the final goal of having a place/space where the non-frequency, formless form that can't be seen but only felt energetically was to be installed and anchored. People only had to walk into the space to have self-realization about their dark/shadow/small selves and the 3D/4D dense obsolete grids would fall off without having to go through peeling the onion layer by layer.
What a fantastic ultimate goal that made sense after the Akarmi deh and Samdarshi initiations and that with Sree Maa Shri Ji, something so spectacular and unbelievable to the mind was absolutely possible!🙏 A few of us floated the idea of an Ashram trial Project for this purpose and to take it as a testing ground if we were capable of running an Ashram in the future.
Around this time, Jeeya took on the role of Sree Maa's PA.
My inner knowingness of something major emerging in the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat turned out to be absolutely true with the birthing of Niranjana, the akarmi deh and layers of my old self dying and really stepping back. Thank goodness, i listened to my inner calling and allowed the process to unfold instead of running to a doctor to take anti-depression pill for quick relief and slow/halt the process. The entire 10 days of the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat had been phenomenal with non-stop Grace consistently showered by Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏 Utter bliss and lightness replaced the low feelings that i had experienced earlier💞
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji__/\o___/\o___/\o_
March 14, 2018
March 10, 2018
Anant and Sampoorna Dhyaan
Sree Maa Shri Ji took all of us a step forward by introducing us to Anant dhyaan and Sampoorna dhyaan. Literal translation of anant dhyaan is meditational state that is eternal, without any end and Sampoorna dhyaan is complete meditation on the formless form. We all paired up in pairs of two and looked at the partner to see if we could see Sree Maa Shri Ji in him/her. We could keep our eyes open or close them after some time. We kept our hands folded at the heart area in a namaste to honour the aspect of the Absolute in the other. This was an advanced technique to really merge all of us together and to be able to see Sree Maa Shri Ji, the common link that brought all of us together, in each of us and not the personality that we carried. i was able to see Sree Maa Shri Ji's photo in no time when i looked at my partner Jwala and experienced stithi pragnya in Sampoorna dhyaan. i felt so steady. This was the first time i had experienced it to this degree.
When we all shared our experiences, no one had seen only Sree Maa or only Shri Ji. We had seen them together as one. This was a validation to me that Sree Maa and Shri Ji were in two bodies but One at the level of the atma and this oneness was in us too. Sree Maa Shri Ji had been displaying this to us symbolically from the start but i failed to realize that until this exercise was done. Sree Maa Shri Ji had then revealed to us that this kind of fusion was to be released to the world only in 2022 but was shown to us earlier, such was the level of trust and compassion Sree Maa Shri Ji kept on us🙏🙏🙏
Sree Maa Shri Ji always taught us that we are nobody to judge and that the potential of the Absolute is in everyone. They had brought me to many self-realizations over all these years that i was in Kosmic Fusion by sharing QVSWPP with me 24 by 7 that had weaved a unique journey for me. Self-realization was in it's final culmination in this prolific retreat that the more one operates as the akarmi and stays in the state of stithi pragnya, the Grace that we had received from Sree Maa Shri Ji would touch others too via us in non-doing. Sree Maa Shri Ji's training ground was profound where you don't judge others out of the mask of the ego or practice fake niceness but truly practice being nice from the state of akarmi, the outcome of which is Grace touching even the densest of beings in non-action via QVSWPP__/\o___/\o__/\o_ What ever Sree Maa taught, Sree Maa and Shri Ji displayed it to me by practicing it themselves. 'Practice what you preach' was followed to the T and that won the highest regard in my eyes for Sree Maa Shri Ji🙏🙇
Sree Maa Shri Ji introduced us to more Sanatana Dharma concepts like adi, anadi, chit, achit, told us about 'deh daman' to tackle the karmi (doer) and any residual karmic energies in the subtle bodies. We listened to and sang devotional songs like Moola mantra, Achyutam keshavam, Gurur Brahma Gurur Vishnu. All songs resonated very well, especially the Moola mantra which i hadn't heard before.
Moola mantra:
Om Sat Chit Ananda Parabrahma
Purshottama Paramatma
Shri Bhagvathi Sameth
Shri Bhagvathe namah
Hari Om Tat Sat
Sree Maa Shri Ji also introduced us to a new greeting 'Hari OM BrAhmn' and had explained the meaning of it. i don't remember the meaning but was very happy to greet fellow FiTs and 5D++ Pulsars as Hari OM BrAhmn. It was a reminder for me to see the potential of the same Absolute present in the other that i saw in Sree Maa Shri Ji whom i had accepted as my Guru __/\o___/\o___/\o_
To welcome the akarmi deh, we all did a beautiful chit/achit exercise on the final day. We first bowed down and touched our own feet to acknowledge the karmi deh (doer self) that "i notice you but please don't be a hindrance anymore", then touched our feet to honour the akarmi deh (non-doer) that "i trust you and honour you and in you resides the All-Knowing, All-pervading, unmanifested aspect of the Absolute and you now lead the way" and finally touched feet of each other, the other selves, the Brahmns by saying Hari OM Brahmn that "i don't see the personality in you anymore but honour your akarmi just like i honour mine"_/\_
Sree Maa Shri Ji did not leave any stone unturned and used unique exercises from Sanatana Dharma to help all of us move into the akarmi and bond _/\_
Main Apki atyant AbhAri hoon aur sada rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji🙏🙇
When we all shared our experiences, no one had seen only Sree Maa or only Shri Ji. We had seen them together as one. This was a validation to me that Sree Maa and Shri Ji were in two bodies but One at the level of the atma and this oneness was in us too. Sree Maa Shri Ji had been displaying this to us symbolically from the start but i failed to realize that until this exercise was done. Sree Maa Shri Ji had then revealed to us that this kind of fusion was to be released to the world only in 2022 but was shown to us earlier, such was the level of trust and compassion Sree Maa Shri Ji kept on us🙏🙏🙏
Sree Maa Shri Ji always taught us that we are nobody to judge and that the potential of the Absolute is in everyone. They had brought me to many self-realizations over all these years that i was in Kosmic Fusion by sharing QVSWPP with me 24 by 7 that had weaved a unique journey for me. Self-realization was in it's final culmination in this prolific retreat that the more one operates as the akarmi and stays in the state of stithi pragnya, the Grace that we had received from Sree Maa Shri Ji would touch others too via us in non-doing. Sree Maa Shri Ji's training ground was profound where you don't judge others out of the mask of the ego or practice fake niceness but truly practice being nice from the state of akarmi, the outcome of which is Grace touching even the densest of beings in non-action via QVSWPP__/\o___/\o__/\o_ What ever Sree Maa taught, Sree Maa and Shri Ji displayed it to me by practicing it themselves. 'Practice what you preach' was followed to the T and that won the highest regard in my eyes for Sree Maa Shri Ji🙏🙇
Sree Maa Shri Ji introduced us to more Sanatana Dharma concepts like adi, anadi, chit, achit, told us about 'deh daman' to tackle the karmi (doer) and any residual karmic energies in the subtle bodies. We listened to and sang devotional songs like Moola mantra, Achyutam keshavam, Gurur Brahma Gurur Vishnu. All songs resonated very well, especially the Moola mantra which i hadn't heard before.
Moola mantra:
Om Sat Chit Ananda Parabrahma
Purshottama Paramatma
Shri Bhagvathi Sameth
Shri Bhagvathe namah
Hari Om Tat Sat
Sree Maa Shri Ji also introduced us to a new greeting 'Hari OM BrAhmn' and had explained the meaning of it. i don't remember the meaning but was very happy to greet fellow FiTs and 5D++ Pulsars as Hari OM BrAhmn. It was a reminder for me to see the potential of the same Absolute present in the other that i saw in Sree Maa Shri Ji whom i had accepted as my Guru __/\o___/\o___/\o_
To welcome the akarmi deh, we all did a beautiful chit/achit exercise on the final day. We first bowed down and touched our own feet to acknowledge the karmi deh (doer self) that "i notice you but please don't be a hindrance anymore", then touched our feet to honour the akarmi deh (non-doer) that "i trust you and honour you and in you resides the All-Knowing, All-pervading, unmanifested aspect of the Absolute and you now lead the way" and finally touched feet of each other, the other selves, the Brahmns by saying Hari OM Brahmn that "i don't see the personality in you anymore but honour your akarmi just like i honour mine"_/\_
Sree Maa Shri Ji did not leave any stone unturned and used unique exercises from Sanatana Dharma to help all of us move into the akarmi and bond _/\_
Main Apki atyant AbhAri hoon aur sada rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji🙏🙇
March 6, 2018
Akarmi deh, Samdarshi
The new me that hadn't settled in Transcendence finally emerged in the Akarmi deh initiation😍This initiation was the culmination of what i had been experiencing since the start of 2015. My old self completely took a back seat and Niranjana, the akarmi fully took birth with the Akarmi deh initiation. This was a colossal gift from Sree Maa Shri Ji where effortlessly the akarmi came forward. Had an inner knowingness that what required consistent awareness and effort earlier was now going to be the way of life.
After the initiation, i felt revived and fully ready to accept the new name that i had given consent for before the Retreat. Sree Maa had written down all the names on the board and we all tried guessing our own names. i related with quite a few surprisingly and loved my new name chosen by Sree Maa. Niranjana means pure and untainted, without any false hood🙏 All the names were attributes of the non-doer. Every time we took each others' akarmi names, we were reminding ourselves of the unchanging attributes of the akarmi. For instance, Archita means one who has surrendered to God. Every time i called her by that name, i was reminding myself that the akarmi is always surrendered to God. Every time i called Mala, it reminded that all akarmis are connected with one another with the common string Sree Maa Shri Ji and together we all resembled a beautiful garland spreading the fragrance of love, the QVSWPP. How absolutely beautiful!💖 atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏
Embodying the akarmi was ultimate for me. i felt i had reached the pinnacle of what would have taken me eons to achieve. Sree Maa Shri Ji, being the ultimate embodiment of love and grace, showered yet another blessing of Samdarshi, the cherry on the cake.
Samdarshi loosely means 'like God' With this initiation we were given the blessing to not look at the Absolute from the outside but carry IT within us. This was SreeMaaShriJi honoring us. Sree Maa introduced the concept of Nar and Narayan where Nar carries an aspect of Narayan. In practical life, with this beautiful initiation, none of us would receive any mirrors from outside but Sree Maa Shri Ji and fellow FiTs would be our only mirrors. No more lessons would be taught by anyone. Sree Maa Shri Ji would teach the last few remaining lessons of the jivatma (incarnational soul) gently and with love🙏🙏🙏 atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji for such ultimate Grace.
As i look back and reflect, one of my biggest mistakes and contribution towards the failure of FiT programme, enabling the narcissists and victimizing Sree Maa Shri Ji was the faulty application and understanding of the Samdarshi initiation. Will write about my reflections on this in detail soon.
After the initiation, i felt revived and fully ready to accept the new name that i had given consent for before the Retreat. Sree Maa had written down all the names on the board and we all tried guessing our own names. i related with quite a few surprisingly and loved my new name chosen by Sree Maa. Niranjana means pure and untainted, without any false hood🙏 All the names were attributes of the non-doer. Every time we took each others' akarmi names, we were reminding ourselves of the unchanging attributes of the akarmi. For instance, Archita means one who has surrendered to God. Every time i called her by that name, i was reminding myself that the akarmi is always surrendered to God. Every time i called Mala, it reminded that all akarmis are connected with one another with the common string Sree Maa Shri Ji and together we all resembled a beautiful garland spreading the fragrance of love, the QVSWPP. How absolutely beautiful!💖 atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏
Embodying the akarmi was ultimate for me. i felt i had reached the pinnacle of what would have taken me eons to achieve. Sree Maa Shri Ji, being the ultimate embodiment of love and grace, showered yet another blessing of Samdarshi, the cherry on the cake.
Samdarshi loosely means 'like God' With this initiation we were given the blessing to not look at the Absolute from the outside but carry IT within us. This was SreeMaaShriJi honoring us. Sree Maa introduced the concept of Nar and Narayan where Nar carries an aspect of Narayan. In practical life, with this beautiful initiation, none of us would receive any mirrors from outside but Sree Maa Shri Ji and fellow FiTs would be our only mirrors. No more lessons would be taught by anyone. Sree Maa Shri Ji would teach the last few remaining lessons of the jivatma (incarnational soul) gently and with love🙏🙏🙏 atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji for such ultimate Grace.
As i look back and reflect, one of my biggest mistakes and contribution towards the failure of FiT programme, enabling the narcissists and victimizing Sree Maa Shri Ji was the faulty application and understanding of the Samdarshi initiation. Will write about my reflections on this in detail soon.
March 2, 2018
May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 3 - Master FiT
A lot of open discussions, trials and practice rounds were run to arrive at the best format that could be used to take 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7) workshop to many. None of us felt confident to host the 2 days format like Sree Maa Shri Ji. Sree Maa Shri Ji gave us the option to come up with our own formats too but that was collectively rejected by everyone as was against Oneness that we all were working towards and if we came up with our own formats, where was Kosmic Fusion? We all knew that the session 0 could only be done by Sree Maa Shri Ji which meant that the workshop always would require Sree Maa Shri Ji to be present for session 0 at least.
Cutting a long story short, it was collectively decided to set up the stage in such a way where as FiTs, we only held space, always staying in non-action and allowing the process to unfold for the participants. To make it easier for everyone, that is, for the FiTs to always remember that it is only Sree Maa Shri Ji who can remove 3D/4D dense obsolete grids and are the bringers of this superb upgrade to souls who are ready and also to introduce Sree Maa Shri Ji to new-comers who had no clue how this advanced work is being offered and by who it is being done, it was collectively decided to keep Sree Maa Shri Ji's photo in the room and a 2 to 3 hours super-sonic short-cut format was decided upon to reach many more people 🙏
Potential questions that could be asked by the participants were discussed and the best answers were collated to maintain consistency in all regions🙏 An "after-care email" was to be sent to all new 5D++ Pulsars after the 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON workshop that gave them clear information about how to contact Sree Maa Shri Ji, how to tune-in with QVSWPP, how to easily integrate the process etc. and a 'tune up call' to be held after a minimum of 21 days with Sree Maa Shri Ji where all new 5D++ Pulsars would be able to meet Sree Maa Shri Ji and ask questions🙏
Sree Maa Shri Ji have given so much space and trust, listened to what we had to say, kept the myriad cadre of FiTs and their weaknesses and strengths in mind, what the souls of the new participants would need, to help us strengthen and never deviate from the core principle of being the Akarmi, non-doer, this new format was approved by Sree Maa Shri Ji to take the vision and mission of Kosmic Fusion forward🙏💫
This was an excellent platform for all FiTs to develop their own faith and trust in Sree Maa Shri Ji that Sree Maa Shri Ji would shower the same Grace on new participants just in a span of 2 hours when each of the FiTs had had a different process ranging from days to months🙏💞
atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji for trusting me and giving me a superb platform to volunteer in non-action 🙇
Cutting a long story short, it was collectively decided to set up the stage in such a way where as FiTs, we only held space, always staying in non-action and allowing the process to unfold for the participants. To make it easier for everyone, that is, for the FiTs to always remember that it is only Sree Maa Shri Ji who can remove 3D/4D dense obsolete grids and are the bringers of this superb upgrade to souls who are ready and also to introduce Sree Maa Shri Ji to new-comers who had no clue how this advanced work is being offered and by who it is being done, it was collectively decided to keep Sree Maa Shri Ji's photo in the room and a 2 to 3 hours super-sonic short-cut format was decided upon to reach many more people 🙏
Potential questions that could be asked by the participants were discussed and the best answers were collated to maintain consistency in all regions🙏 An "after-care email" was to be sent to all new 5D++ Pulsars after the 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON workshop that gave them clear information about how to contact Sree Maa Shri Ji, how to tune-in with QVSWPP, how to easily integrate the process etc. and a 'tune up call' to be held after a minimum of 21 days with Sree Maa Shri Ji where all new 5D++ Pulsars would be able to meet Sree Maa Shri Ji and ask questions🙏
Sree Maa Shri Ji have given so much space and trust, listened to what we had to say, kept the myriad cadre of FiTs and their weaknesses and strengths in mind, what the souls of the new participants would need, to help us strengthen and never deviate from the core principle of being the Akarmi, non-doer, this new format was approved by Sree Maa Shri Ji to take the vision and mission of Kosmic Fusion forward🙏💫
This was an excellent platform for all FiTs to develop their own faith and trust in Sree Maa Shri Ji that Sree Maa Shri Ji would shower the same Grace on new participants just in a span of 2 hours when each of the FiTs had had a different process ranging from days to months🙏💞
atyant AbhAr Sree Maa Shri Ji for trusting me and giving me a superb platform to volunteer in non-action 🙇
March 1, 2018
May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 3 - Master FiT
It took me a while to fully integrate and absorb the pulse and shift that the Silent Guru Mantra initiation graciously given by Sree Maa Shri Ji brought. i viewed Sree Maa Shri Ji very differently from this day on. The casualness, 'the cool dude' attitude that i sometimes kept receded and a different kind of respect, adoration and gratitude dawned, a bond between a Guru and a student where both mutually accept one another. i had fully accepted SreeMaaShri Ji for the remarkable brilliance and utmost compassion they tried to conceal under selflessness and humility and Sree Maa Shri Ji accepted me despite the apparent flaws of the doer. Sree Maa Shri Ji's brilliance and compassion outshined and resonated so soundly that the akarmi in me felt ready to surrender in Sree Maa Shri Ji's lotus-feet and the doer for a change, wasn't coming in the way. Interesting!
The next 4 days of the Retreat was only for the FiTs which was a continuation of the Transcendence. There were 19 of us. Sree Maa Shri Ji started the retreat with an interactive discourse about "why vegetarianism?" It was layered with sense of humor. Remember all of us bursting into peals of laughter when Sree Maa said that if anyone forces you to have meat, say that 'i will only eat it only if you are ready to serve yourself on the plate' 😂
i have been a vegetarian all my life and am aware that at least 4 generations before me have been Jains and strict vegetarians. i have been ridiculed a number of times, one such statement being 'kya bakriyon ki tarah ghaans phoos khati hai! (what grass you eat like goats)' and quite frankly, the ridiculing has come mostly from my own countrymen and utter disbelief from Westerners who hail from a meat eating culture and have had no exposure to other cultures. Thankfully, internet has made the world smaller and the awareness towards vegetarianism is on the rise worldwide due to health concerns, spirituality, no cruelty to animals etc. Sree Maa's sense of humor weaved with Absolute Truth was a breath of fresh air💕
As i mentioned earlier, the FiT training has always been about manan and chintan. One such session was "to tune-in with QVSWPP, scan and assess where you are with the FiT programme and make a list of your own strengths and weaknesses" This was an exercise i wasn't able to complete properly as the old me had pretty much dissolved and the new me after transcendence hadn't settled fully. i still experienced myself in transition phase and didn't do the exercise. i wasn't told off for it by Sree Maa or Shri Ji but was fully respected with time and space to integrate the shift🙏
The next 4 days of the Retreat was only for the FiTs which was a continuation of the Transcendence. There were 19 of us. Sree Maa Shri Ji started the retreat with an interactive discourse about "why vegetarianism?" It was layered with sense of humor. Remember all of us bursting into peals of laughter when Sree Maa said that if anyone forces you to have meat, say that 'i will only eat it only if you are ready to serve yourself on the plate' 😂
i have been a vegetarian all my life and am aware that at least 4 generations before me have been Jains and strict vegetarians. i have been ridiculed a number of times, one such statement being 'kya bakriyon ki tarah ghaans phoos khati hai! (what grass you eat like goats)' and quite frankly, the ridiculing has come mostly from my own countrymen and utter disbelief from Westerners who hail from a meat eating culture and have had no exposure to other cultures. Thankfully, internet has made the world smaller and the awareness towards vegetarianism is on the rise worldwide due to health concerns, spirituality, no cruelty to animals etc. Sree Maa's sense of humor weaved with Absolute Truth was a breath of fresh air💕
As i mentioned earlier, the FiT training has always been about manan and chintan. One such session was "to tune-in with QVSWPP, scan and assess where you are with the FiT programme and make a list of your own strengths and weaknesses" This was an exercise i wasn't able to complete properly as the old me had pretty much dissolved and the new me after transcendence hadn't settled fully. i still experienced myself in transition phase and didn't do the exercise. i wasn't told off for it by Sree Maa or Shri Ji but was fully respected with time and space to integrate the shift🙏
February 26, 2018
May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 2 - Transcendence
There were many discourses given as always and Sree Maa Shri Ji encouraged everyone to bring their questions to transcend out of the layers of avidya (lack of knowledge) and agnyan (ignorance).
Sree Maa Shri Ji explained to us about the Guru Mantra and then gave us time to think if we wanted to be initiated into it. As dakshina, each one of us gave a bad habit that we wanted to get rid off. Guru Mantra was the door way to be initiated into being a Sanatana Dharmi, the one who lives righteously like an akarmi (non-doer). All this was explained very clearly.
i already had 3 mantras that i was using to meditate on, two had been given when i was initiated into TM and the third one for Sahaj Samadhi meditation and all 3 had been substantial in my spiritual growth. i didn't know what to do with them and voiced it to Sree Maa Shri Ji. It took 1 minute for Sree Maa to clear away the antar dwand (inner conflict) i was experiencing based on one of the discourses Sree Maa had given previously and it made sense that all mantras initiated from AUM. i chose to receive the initiation.
During the initiation, the conflict that i had experienced earlier came and stood right in front of me. My own conscience shouted at me for being selfish and betraying my first Guru Sri Sri Ravi Shankar who had helped me unconditionally in my time of need. He never forced his teachings and courses on me, i had gone and done them, benefitted from them and chose him as my Guru, taken respite at his Ashram and now suddenly as i found something more advanced and better, i was disowning him. i felt really bad that i was letting him go after selfishly using him, his teachings and his techniques until i wanted to. The tap of tears opened again and i just couldn't move forward to receive the soundless sound mantra. In that moment, i called out to him and he showed up. The closure that he gave me has been instrumental in keeping my faith in the Guru principle and to move forward in truly accepting Sree Maa Shri Ji as my Guru. i still find it very overwhelming to express this part and am taking the liberty to share the audio recording where i shared my experience. Humbly requesting all listeners to listen to it from the recesses of your soul and not the judgement of the ego as i was reeling under very intense emotions and a phase of shift and transformation when i did the sharing_/\_ Gratitude in advance for your understanding and empathy_/\_
Sree Maa Shri Ji explained to us about the Guru Mantra and then gave us time to think if we wanted to be initiated into it. As dakshina, each one of us gave a bad habit that we wanted to get rid off. Guru Mantra was the door way to be initiated into being a Sanatana Dharmi, the one who lives righteously like an akarmi (non-doer). All this was explained very clearly.
i already had 3 mantras that i was using to meditate on, two had been given when i was initiated into TM and the third one for Sahaj Samadhi meditation and all 3 had been substantial in my spiritual growth. i didn't know what to do with them and voiced it to Sree Maa Shri Ji. It took 1 minute for Sree Maa to clear away the antar dwand (inner conflict) i was experiencing based on one of the discourses Sree Maa had given previously and it made sense that all mantras initiated from AUM. i chose to receive the initiation.
During the initiation, the conflict that i had experienced earlier came and stood right in front of me. My own conscience shouted at me for being selfish and betraying my first Guru Sri Sri Ravi Shankar who had helped me unconditionally in my time of need. He never forced his teachings and courses on me, i had gone and done them, benefitted from them and chose him as my Guru, taken respite at his Ashram and now suddenly as i found something more advanced and better, i was disowning him. i felt really bad that i was letting him go after selfishly using him, his teachings and his techniques until i wanted to. The tap of tears opened again and i just couldn't move forward to receive the soundless sound mantra. In that moment, i called out to him and he showed up. The closure that he gave me has been instrumental in keeping my faith in the Guru principle and to move forward in truly accepting Sree Maa Shri Ji as my Guru. i still find it very overwhelming to express this part and am taking the liberty to share the audio recording where i shared my experience. Humbly requesting all listeners to listen to it from the recesses of your soul and not the judgement of the ego as i was reeling under very intense emotions and a phase of shift and transformation when i did the sharing_/\_ Gratitude in advance for your understanding and empathy_/\_
February 25, 2018
May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 2 - Transcendence
The next two days, some participants left and a few more came to attend the Transcendence part of the Retreat.
The entire 2 days was filled with, what can you expect? More dynamic discourses, exercises, initiations and blessings. Sree Maa's discourses always hovered around Absolute Truth that really rattled the beliefs mind had created and yet Sree Maa maintained lightness with a bright sense of humor. Sree Maa always encouraged us to keep an open mind and do mañan and chintan to arrive at our own conclusions.
For the first time, i experienced doing Pradakshinas around Sree Maa Shri Ji's photo with everyone as an exercise. It was an eye-opening experience. i was the first one to start the pradakshinas as no-one was taking the first step. As i started, everyone started to join when they were ready. i wanted to run around the photo but was forced to slow down at everyone's speed. Can't deny i felt annoyed that no-one wanted to start and once i started, everyone followed and were coming in my way and slowing me down 😇 Kindly excuse my selfish thoughts but i am speaking honestly🙏
i even wanted to get out of the circle and just run but couldn't as there was no space and i was literally pushed into being in synchronicity with everyone and not do what i wanted. It was this practical exercise that truly showed me that we all had to move in synchronicity, in One rhythm as the non-doer, for the mission and vision of Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion to reach its epitome. What a beautiful experience where without any lecture i came to this self-realization where the only central focus was Sree Maa Shri Ji and their vision and mission for which all FiTs had asked to volunteer and must move in Oneness towards that One goal_/\_
i had disrupted the personal communal session of fusing in Dec 2014 where we went the mental way of verbalizing each one's individual script and then tuning in with QVSWPP to neutralize it together in oneness but Pradakshina exercise done in complete silence was absolutely beautiful_/\_ Sree Maa Shri Ji, what a brilliant way to fuse everyone together and to remind everyone of that One goal for which we had been graciously accepted to volunteer__/\o_
Sree Maa Shri Ji gave a massive blessing of activating the Anandmaya Kosha (bliss body). It is one of the subtle layers that gets activated for yogis, seers after millions of years of spiritual practice. Sree Maa Shri Ji gifted it to us just like that. i loved doing the shashtang dandavats in Sree Maa Shri Ji's lotus feet again during these two days and really wondered why i had deprived myself of it in all these years that i had known Sree Maa Shri Ji when i hail from Bharat and touching feet of elders and gurus is a common norm.
The entire 2 days was filled with, what can you expect? More dynamic discourses, exercises, initiations and blessings. Sree Maa's discourses always hovered around Absolute Truth that really rattled the beliefs mind had created and yet Sree Maa maintained lightness with a bright sense of humor. Sree Maa always encouraged us to keep an open mind and do mañan and chintan to arrive at our own conclusions.
For the first time, i experienced doing Pradakshinas around Sree Maa Shri Ji's photo with everyone as an exercise. It was an eye-opening experience. i was the first one to start the pradakshinas as no-one was taking the first step. As i started, everyone started to join when they were ready. i wanted to run around the photo but was forced to slow down at everyone's speed. Can't deny i felt annoyed that no-one wanted to start and once i started, everyone followed and were coming in my way and slowing me down 😇 Kindly excuse my selfish thoughts but i am speaking honestly🙏
i even wanted to get out of the circle and just run but couldn't as there was no space and i was literally pushed into being in synchronicity with everyone and not do what i wanted. It was this practical exercise that truly showed me that we all had to move in synchronicity, in One rhythm as the non-doer, for the mission and vision of Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion to reach its epitome. What a beautiful experience where without any lecture i came to this self-realization where the only central focus was Sree Maa Shri Ji and their vision and mission for which all FiTs had asked to volunteer and must move in Oneness towards that One goal_/\_
i had disrupted the personal communal session of fusing in Dec 2014 where we went the mental way of verbalizing each one's individual script and then tuning in with QVSWPP to neutralize it together in oneness but Pradakshina exercise done in complete silence was absolutely beautiful_/\_ Sree Maa Shri Ji, what a brilliant way to fuse everyone together and to remind everyone of that One goal for which we had been graciously accepted to volunteer__/\o_
Sree Maa Shri Ji gave a massive blessing of activating the Anandmaya Kosha (bliss body). It is one of the subtle layers that gets activated for yogis, seers after millions of years of spiritual practice. Sree Maa Shri Ji gifted it to us just like that. i loved doing the shashtang dandavats in Sree Maa Shri Ji's lotus feet again during these two days and really wondered why i had deprived myself of it in all these years that i had known Sree Maa Shri Ji when i hail from Bharat and touching feet of elders and gurus is a common norm.
February 22, 2018
May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 1 - Practitioner's Training
It was the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat that was a game changer. This is also where all FiTs met everyone in a physical location. i first met Sarah Sunshine (Sarala), Jabeen McMohan (Jwala), Cherry Weir (Nirali), Mima (Mahima), Tiffanie Lim/Tara and Manjit Surry/Mala.
The first 4 days of the Retreat was Practitioner's training which was attended by over 20 5D++ Pulsars inclusive of FiTs. i must have attended 3 or 4 practitioner trainings with Sree Maa Shri Ji since 2012 and i must say that each time i learnt something new as the course content was different. All trainings were experiential and the only thing that remained constant was to 'STEP-BACK' to allow the QVSWPP to step in, be the NON-DOER. There were multitude of discourses given in all trainings by Sree Maa covering a range of subjects and so many initiations and blessings were graced on everyone of which i don't have a count. i only feel Gratitude for SreeMaaShriJi__/\o_
One of the experiences that SreeMaaShriJi Graced everyone was 'Visiting the Abode of the Absolute'. This was a very profound experience, almost next to Samadhi. i could only feel my heartbeat and had zero awareness of anything else. Don't remember where i went but recall prostrating to Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Had lost all track of time. Suddenly heard Sree Maa's voice in the room to offer gratitude before leaving and come back in the body, i felt my entire heart area open up, like someone had opened a door and lifted weight off. i have never felt so light and fresh as i did that day when i visited the Abode of the Absolute, like i am not the body and mind but just Atma_/\_
Om Sai Brahman, the greeting that all FiTs were using with one another was introduced to the Practitioners as well and the meaning explained. Value of prostration that was explained in the Sanatana Dharma what's app chat group in Mar 2015 was explained in detail with the movement of energetic currents in the body to everyone attending this Practitioner workshop. This hadn't been explained in the previous Practitioner workshops. There were a few who had their reservations about it and there was absolutely no force or compulsion on them. i loved doing it in Sree Maa Shri Ji's lotus-feet. i always felt a soothing wave when i did my shashtang dandavats to Sree Maa and a very strong wave when i did it in Shri Ji's lotus feet. It was evident that whatever Absolute Truth Sree Maa revealed, it wasn't always limited to just FiTs, it was incorporated in other workshops too and really, that's how the course content was very dynamic. Repeating workshops with Sree Maa wasn't boring or repetitive but highly dynamic as the initiations and Absolute Truth shared were different in each one. Sree Maa is an extremely spirited and versatile mentor_/\_
On the last day of the Practitioner workshop, Sree Maa Shri Ji offered the organ cleanse for which all FiTs had been recommended to take the homeopathic detox medicine. Grace of removal of entities from the organs was offered to even the Practitioners who were not going to stay back for FiT training by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji. The experience was very intense where i felt intense rage surface and release. i had tears rolling down like a tap had been opened. i still recall that i never felt anything in the body and never felt any love but felt huge Gratitude for Sree Maa Shri Ji_/\_ Sree Maa Shri Ji ended the workshop with everyone listening and singing 'Achyutam Keshavam' and Sree Maa explaining the meaning of the beautiful bhajan_/\_
Main Apki atyant AbhAri hoon aur sadA rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for the immense Grace showered, especially the organ cleanse, where the brunt of transmuting the slush was taken by Sree Maa Shri Ji on their own bodies. Sree Maa Shri Ji were very unwell after the Retreat but not once complained or mentioned about it to anyone_/\_ It was Archita who had stayed back after the Retreat for some time noticed and wrote an email to all FiTs about the same_/\_
The first 4 days of the Retreat was Practitioner's training which was attended by over 20 5D++ Pulsars inclusive of FiTs. i must have attended 3 or 4 practitioner trainings with Sree Maa Shri Ji since 2012 and i must say that each time i learnt something new as the course content was different. All trainings were experiential and the only thing that remained constant was to 'STEP-BACK' to allow the QVSWPP to step in, be the NON-DOER. There were multitude of discourses given in all trainings by Sree Maa covering a range of subjects and so many initiations and blessings were graced on everyone of which i don't have a count. i only feel Gratitude for SreeMaaShriJi__/\o_
One of the experiences that SreeMaaShriJi Graced everyone was 'Visiting the Abode of the Absolute'. This was a very profound experience, almost next to Samadhi. i could only feel my heartbeat and had zero awareness of anything else. Don't remember where i went but recall prostrating to Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Had lost all track of time. Suddenly heard Sree Maa's voice in the room to offer gratitude before leaving and come back in the body, i felt my entire heart area open up, like someone had opened a door and lifted weight off. i have never felt so light and fresh as i did that day when i visited the Abode of the Absolute, like i am not the body and mind but just Atma_/\_
Om Sai Brahman, the greeting that all FiTs were using with one another was introduced to the Practitioners as well and the meaning explained. Value of prostration that was explained in the Sanatana Dharma what's app chat group in Mar 2015 was explained in detail with the movement of energetic currents in the body to everyone attending this Practitioner workshop. This hadn't been explained in the previous Practitioner workshops. There were a few who had their reservations about it and there was absolutely no force or compulsion on them. i loved doing it in Sree Maa Shri Ji's lotus-feet. i always felt a soothing wave when i did my shashtang dandavats to Sree Maa and a very strong wave when i did it in Shri Ji's lotus feet. It was evident that whatever Absolute Truth Sree Maa revealed, it wasn't always limited to just FiTs, it was incorporated in other workshops too and really, that's how the course content was very dynamic. Repeating workshops with Sree Maa wasn't boring or repetitive but highly dynamic as the initiations and Absolute Truth shared were different in each one. Sree Maa is an extremely spirited and versatile mentor_/\_
On the last day of the Practitioner workshop, Sree Maa Shri Ji offered the organ cleanse for which all FiTs had been recommended to take the homeopathic detox medicine. Grace of removal of entities from the organs was offered to even the Practitioners who were not going to stay back for FiT training by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji. The experience was very intense where i felt intense rage surface and release. i had tears rolling down like a tap had been opened. i still recall that i never felt anything in the body and never felt any love but felt huge Gratitude for Sree Maa Shri Ji_/\_ Sree Maa Shri Ji ended the workshop with everyone listening and singing 'Achyutam Keshavam' and Sree Maa explaining the meaning of the beautiful bhajan_/\_
Main Apki atyant AbhAri hoon aur sadA rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for the immense Grace showered, especially the organ cleanse, where the brunt of transmuting the slush was taken by Sree Maa Shri Ji on their own bodies. Sree Maa Shri Ji were very unwell after the Retreat but not once complained or mentioned about it to anyone_/\_ It was Archita who had stayed back after the Retreat for some time noticed and wrote an email to all FiTs about the same_/\_
February 15, 2018
Santana Dharma
Period from the start of 2015 until the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat was a time of massive transition for me though i couldn't pin point a finger at what it was. My thoughts and emotions were all over the place during this period. i constantly tried to repeat to myself 'i am not the mind, i am not the body, i am not my emotions', something i had learnt from the Vedic scriptures that i read from 2009 until 2011 but relief was low. It was almost like i just had to go through whatever this phase was. i missed reading Vedic spiritual texts that had given me so much insight about the working of the mind and a lot of perspective but i could just not focus on them.
In March 2015, Sree Maa Shri Ji started a what's app group chat called 'Sanatana Dharm'. i have taken the liberty to share this chat group below:
Sree Maa introduced Sanskrit concepts from Sanatana Dharm in simple English that i would have never followed on my own. i wasn't even aware about the kind of muktas that were there and that even mukti could be of different levels. Had it not been for Sree Maa, i would have only pursued stithi pragnya and turiya avastha but Sree Maa became instrumental in introducing me to higher spiritual goals which i could choose to pursue__/\o_
But the current state of my antahkaran was only allowing me to look up to the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat.
In March 2015, Sree Maa Shri Ji started a what's app group chat called 'Sanatana Dharm'. i have taken the liberty to share this chat group below:
Sree Maa introduced Sanskrit concepts from Sanatana Dharm in simple English that i would have never followed on my own. i wasn't even aware about the kind of muktas that were there and that even mukti could be of different levels. Had it not been for Sree Maa, i would have only pursued stithi pragnya and turiya avastha but Sree Maa became instrumental in introducing me to higher spiritual goals which i could choose to pursue__/\o_
But the current state of my antahkaran was only allowing me to look up to the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat.
February 10, 2018
Phase 2
Phase 2 was launched at the start of 2015 but before that FiT programme was suspended for 10 days in the last trimester of Dec 2014. This was time given to all FiTs to take time off and reflect on the following:
"Ask yourself whether you are someone that is genuinely ready for Transcendence? If yes, write a letter to Source-Void and Sree Maa Shri Ji saying you are ready for the Phase 2. Once you write this letter, remember, walking out or quitting afterwards will mean your unauthentic self, your ego was the one who thought it was ready for Transcendence. If no, then take further 21 days off from volunteering as well as consciously don't emit-transmit or share the QVSWPP or connect to Sree Maa Shri Ji. The ones who write a letter will be taken into level 2 of FiT programme. The ones who choose the 21 day process will again sit down with themselves and ask if they are ready now for Transcendence. If you get a yes this time, write the letter. If you still get a no, then it's best to leave the FiT programme. To further clarify if you choose to leave the FiT programme, you will still be part of Kosmic Tribe and a 5D++ Pulsar if you want to be associated with QVSWPP."
This kind of reflection and self-introspection (mañan chintan) was always encouraged and practiced and was the foundation of the FiT programme. All FiTs always took their own decisions whether they wanted to continue or not and were their own gauge where they stood and how far they wanted to go. What i loved was that Sree Maa Shri Ji always maintained transparency and clarity of what we were getting into and the choice was always in our hands. Transparency, authenticity, integrity and honesty as the core principles of the FiT programme were always practiced by Sree Maa Shri Ji.
Sree Maa had told us in December 2014 itself that all FiTs were ready for physical Phase 0 immersion where the initiations would work directly on the physical body. Sree Maa recommended that we all take Heel's Detox Homeopathy medicine to detox. i took my decision and took only half the dose 😝
i hit my lowest ever as soon as phase 2 was launched. i felt like something inside me was dying and i couldn't see my life after May 2015. i knew it that i was either going to physically die or such a major shift was going to come that i couldn't see my life at all after May 2015. i had bouts of crying for no rhyme or reason and frequent energy crashes. i thought that this was some kind of depression i was going through but didn't want to go to a doctor at all, like something within was holding me back and telling me to embrace what was happening and that this was a temporary phase, a preparation for something bigger to emerge. When i lay in bed, i had no awareness of my body and time but chitt and mann were overtly active where i was visiting aspects of me and parts of my life and witnessed them being released. When i surfaced, hours had gone by but i didn't feel rested. Can't adequately describe the experience to be quite frank, but i eagerly awaited the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat, the formal launch of the FiT Programme🙇
"Ask yourself whether you are someone that is genuinely ready for Transcendence? If yes, write a letter to Source-Void and Sree Maa Shri Ji saying you are ready for the Phase 2. Once you write this letter, remember, walking out or quitting afterwards will mean your unauthentic self, your ego was the one who thought it was ready for Transcendence. If no, then take further 21 days off from volunteering as well as consciously don't emit-transmit or share the QVSWPP or connect to Sree Maa Shri Ji. The ones who write a letter will be taken into level 2 of FiT programme. The ones who choose the 21 day process will again sit down with themselves and ask if they are ready now for Transcendence. If you get a yes this time, write the letter. If you still get a no, then it's best to leave the FiT programme. To further clarify if you choose to leave the FiT programme, you will still be part of Kosmic Tribe and a 5D++ Pulsar if you want to be associated with QVSWPP."
This kind of reflection and self-introspection (mañan chintan) was always encouraged and practiced and was the foundation of the FiT programme. All FiTs always took their own decisions whether they wanted to continue or not and were their own gauge where they stood and how far they wanted to go. What i loved was that Sree Maa Shri Ji always maintained transparency and clarity of what we were getting into and the choice was always in our hands. Transparency, authenticity, integrity and honesty as the core principles of the FiT programme were always practiced by Sree Maa Shri Ji.
Sree Maa had told us in December 2014 itself that all FiTs were ready for physical Phase 0 immersion where the initiations would work directly on the physical body. Sree Maa recommended that we all take Heel's Detox Homeopathy medicine to detox. i took my decision and took only half the dose 😝
i hit my lowest ever as soon as phase 2 was launched. i felt like something inside me was dying and i couldn't see my life after May 2015. i knew it that i was either going to physically die or such a major shift was going to come that i couldn't see my life at all after May 2015. i had bouts of crying for no rhyme or reason and frequent energy crashes. i thought that this was some kind of depression i was going through but didn't want to go to a doctor at all, like something within was holding me back and telling me to embrace what was happening and that this was a temporary phase, a preparation for something bigger to emerge. When i lay in bed, i had no awareness of my body and time but chitt and mann were overtly active where i was visiting aspects of me and parts of my life and witnessed them being released. When i surfaced, hours had gone by but i didn't feel rested. Can't adequately describe the experience to be quite frank, but i eagerly awaited the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat, the formal launch of the FiT Programme🙇
February 5, 2018
Kosmic Fusion, School of Absolute Truth
2014 was an eventful year with a lot of online FiT calls, training videos, Kosmic Tribe get togethers, meet up meditations, Kosmic clinics etc. There was a 9 days online Akashic Records Master Readers Workshop in July 2014 and i was most impressed with Sree Maa Shri Ji's commitment levels. Sree Maa Shri Ji lead by example. This was also the year where we wrote letters to self-reflect and introspect. i wrote my first SELF to self letter in Aug 2014. Till date i like to refer to my self-reflection letters written from SELF to self and self to SELF and use them as a measure to gauge how i have grown and how to tackle my small self when it acts like a stubborn child that does not want to budge.
To help all FiTs to bond, Sree Maa Shri Ji organized a personal communal session in Dec 2014. i had a strong reaction against it and disrupted the entire session mid-way. Sree Maa never till date once reprimanded or commented how i disrupted Sree Maa's session with the entire group and has displayed to me by example that non-doer has zero expectations, an example of nishkaam karma that i realized much later.
Open reflection was encouraged very highly by Sree Maa to help break ice and to view, witness and move out of the ego patterns in the latter part of 2014. Even though Sree Maa had said it openly that the ego was everyone's own responsibility, as the phase 1 was reaching an end, Sree Maa out of compassion and love and in preparation for the formal launch of the FiT Programme helped FiTs to look at their grey shades. One such reflection question and answer session on the 'FiT' whats app group chat is as follows:
The mentoring style was novel and done on what's app as all FiTs were in different time zones. The reflection questions posed by Sree Maa were aimed at breaking the ego out of it's comfort zone and the Absolute Truth shared were unparalleled. Sree Maa always kept a very honest and truthful approach and the feedback given was always based on Absolute Truth that Sree Maa shared through out the programme. Well! Kosmic Fusion was the School of Absolute Truth, so how could this ingredient be missing😉
Phase 1 was coming to an end. The doer stepped in every now and then but stepping-back was becoming easier with constant practice and awareness and mainly by tuning-in to QVSWPP which could be done anytime anywhere. Consistently operating as the non-doer was still work in progress and the reflection and self introspection were key elements in staying in the non-doer zone🙏🙇
To help all FiTs to bond, Sree Maa Shri Ji organized a personal communal session in Dec 2014. i had a strong reaction against it and disrupted the entire session mid-way. Sree Maa never till date once reprimanded or commented how i disrupted Sree Maa's session with the entire group and has displayed to me by example that non-doer has zero expectations, an example of nishkaam karma that i realized much later.
Open reflection was encouraged very highly by Sree Maa to help break ice and to view, witness and move out of the ego patterns in the latter part of 2014. Even though Sree Maa had said it openly that the ego was everyone's own responsibility, as the phase 1 was reaching an end, Sree Maa out of compassion and love and in preparation for the formal launch of the FiT Programme helped FiTs to look at their grey shades. One such reflection question and answer session on the 'FiT' whats app group chat is as follows:
The mentoring style was novel and done on what's app as all FiTs were in different time zones. The reflection questions posed by Sree Maa were aimed at breaking the ego out of it's comfort zone and the Absolute Truth shared were unparalleled. Sree Maa always kept a very honest and truthful approach and the feedback given was always based on Absolute Truth that Sree Maa shared through out the programme. Well! Kosmic Fusion was the School of Absolute Truth, so how could this ingredient be missing😉
Phase 1 was coming to an end. The doer stepped in every now and then but stepping-back was becoming easier with constant practice and awareness and mainly by tuning-in to QVSWPP which could be done anytime anywhere. Consistently operating as the non-doer was still work in progress and the reflection and self introspection were key elements in staying in the non-doer zone🙏🙇
February 3, 2018
self/Self/SELF
Early 2014, Sree Maa introduced the concept of self/Self/SELF and introduced the greeting 'Om Sai Brahman' that all FiTs used with one another. It became increasingly evident that it was the small self, my own ego that was my biggest road block in realizing the Self and that the FiT trial was a practical training ground about becoming aware of these shades and moving past them with the help of QVSWPP, my 24 by 7 companion graciously gifted by Sree Maa Shri Ji. i was very aware that Sree Maa had taken a big risk as conflicts and discordancy between FiTs had already emerged due to reacting egos in 2013 itself. Remember reading an email where Sree Maa had clearly spelt out that each one's raging ego is everyone's individual responsibility.
Sree Maa was most gracious to allow all FiTs to sit for the 2 days online 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsForMaTiON (0 to 7) workshops to observe and learn and get accustomed to the online software that was used but all FiTs had to log out for the 0 session and then log back again. It was crystal clear from the start that no-one could and would be trained for removing the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids. It was only Sree Maa Shri Ji who would be doing that.
It is one such online 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsForMaTiON (0 to 7) workshop in Oct 2014 where my mum and dad, and my brother chose to their process and i felt elated that everyone in my small little family had been gifted with this most precious gift by Sree Maa Shri Ji. That was the day i felt the undertones of energetic discordancy in my family smoothen out in the times to follow. i also felt that whatever my family had done for me, i had completed my responsibility towards them by being the saadhan (medium) and nimmit (cause) to introduce them to Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji. i experienced an enormous inner relief that QVSWPP would now take care of them just like IT was constantly taking care of me since 2012. The inner worry that i had that 'i was sitting so far from them and if anything untoward was to happen, i wouldn't be there' dissipated fully. Wherever life took each of us from now on is best for our atma. QVSWPP, the All-Knowing and most benevolent Signature would take care of them exactly how IT was taking care of me. Atyant AbhAr SreeMaaShriJi for bringing such supreme Grace to everyone in my family_/\_
This was also the workshop after which my interactions with Valarie Rosemary Fernandes/Virali increased as she came to attend this workshop from my place. Archita, i and Virali were awesome threesome in Dubai :-)
i was very fortunate to travel to New Zealand every now and then. On one such occasion in Feb 2014, i was most fortunate to attend a Kosmic Tribe get-together in Auckland and meet 5D++ Pulsars in New Zealand. i first met Ritu Bhargava/Nandini, Orja, Renee Ryder/Renu, Devi and many more for the first time here. i was more focussed on Sree Maa though. Once again i witnessed how Iphiginie Amoutzias interjected Sree Maa with unnecessary questions. Nonetheless, the discourse was instrumental in me wanting to be with Sree Maa and understand more. This was the first time Sree Maa revealed that there was no difference between Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse and Sree Maa Shri Ji, IT is their Original consciousness.
Sree Maa was an exceptional mentor and i couldn't believe my good fortune that i had managed to attract Sree Maa Shri Ji in my life. It felt that all the effort i had put on my spiritual path, Sree Maa Shri Ji was the fruition of it🙏🙇
Sree Maa was most gracious to allow all FiTs to sit for the 2 days online 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsForMaTiON (0 to 7) workshops to observe and learn and get accustomed to the online software that was used but all FiTs had to log out for the 0 session and then log back again. It was crystal clear from the start that no-one could and would be trained for removing the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids. It was only Sree Maa Shri Ji who would be doing that.
It is one such online 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsForMaTiON (0 to 7) workshop in Oct 2014 where my mum and dad, and my brother chose to their process and i felt elated that everyone in my small little family had been gifted with this most precious gift by Sree Maa Shri Ji. That was the day i felt the undertones of energetic discordancy in my family smoothen out in the times to follow. i also felt that whatever my family had done for me, i had completed my responsibility towards them by being the saadhan (medium) and nimmit (cause) to introduce them to Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji. i experienced an enormous inner relief that QVSWPP would now take care of them just like IT was constantly taking care of me since 2012. The inner worry that i had that 'i was sitting so far from them and if anything untoward was to happen, i wouldn't be there' dissipated fully. Wherever life took each of us from now on is best for our atma. QVSWPP, the All-Knowing and most benevolent Signature would take care of them exactly how IT was taking care of me. Atyant AbhAr SreeMaaShriJi for bringing such supreme Grace to everyone in my family_/\_
This was also the workshop after which my interactions with Valarie Rosemary Fernandes/Virali increased as she came to attend this workshop from my place. Archita, i and Virali were awesome threesome in Dubai :-)
i was very fortunate to travel to New Zealand every now and then. On one such occasion in Feb 2014, i was most fortunate to attend a Kosmic Tribe get-together in Auckland and meet 5D++ Pulsars in New Zealand. i first met Ritu Bhargava/Nandini, Orja, Renee Ryder/Renu, Devi and many more for the first time here. i was more focussed on Sree Maa though. Once again i witnessed how Iphiginie Amoutzias interjected Sree Maa with unnecessary questions. Nonetheless, the discourse was instrumental in me wanting to be with Sree Maa and understand more. This was the first time Sree Maa revealed that there was no difference between Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse and Sree Maa Shri Ji, IT is their Original consciousness.
Sree Maa was an exceptional mentor and i couldn't believe my good fortune that i had managed to attract Sree Maa Shri Ji in my life. It felt that all the effort i had put on my spiritual path, Sree Maa Shri Ji was the fruition of it🙏🙇
January 31, 2018
Volunteering and realizations in FiT Trial
i realized in the very early stages of FiT trial that it wasn't as much about organizing events for Kosmic Fusion and spreading the word but more a practical field for all FiTs to practice 'stepping-back' and witness how effortlessly QVSWPP manifested things beyond the mind's capacity to understand. Most FiTs realized how the doer stepped in and reacted with others' doers and required constant commitment, effort and awareness to remain in the non-doer zone. There were many online training calls held for all FiTs by Sree Maa. This is how all FiTs started interacting as all of us were based in different parts of the world. Sree Maa put every effort, time and energy to bring all volunteers together and operate in oneness despite diverse cultural and spiritual beliefs and practices. No one was discriminated against and the main focus was QVSWPP, non-doer and understanding IT’s nuances
Training was quite unprecedented that was done on whats app group chats, online meetings and by watching video recordings of Sree Maa's training and discourses previously given. I AM Series and Kosmic Absolute were some that i saw videos of. Sree Maa gave a brilliant discourse on 'Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives' and told me that the discourse applied to me. It gave me a great understanding of what i had experienced for a really long time and my love, faith and respect increased at how tuned in Sree Maa was with my soul and the inner questioning of my antahkaran.
TranScEnDeNcE 8-12 Workshop via webinar in April 2013 was where i understood well that non-doer was the basis for transcending the small self. Many initiations were done and blessings showered energetically by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji like the Sree-Chakra Grid initiation in June 2013. i was also very fortunate to receive 2 soul mapping sessions from Sree Maa. The first one in Sep 2013 was interactive where Sree Maa gave insights into the soul's reason for birth, purpose in this lifetime, personality ray, monadic ray etc. Some of it corroborated with what i had already realized under self-hypnosis and practice hypnotherapy sessions that i was pursuing alongside, some, life experiences had already taught me and some guidance was absolutely new and revealing. Sree Maa was truly an exceptional soul.
The second soul mapping in 2014 was a silent one as i really had no questions and in full trust i allowed the session to unfold energetically.
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji for never breaking my trust and for guiding me selflessly towards my True Soul💕🙏🙇
Training was quite unprecedented that was done on whats app group chats, online meetings and by watching video recordings of Sree Maa's training and discourses previously given. I AM Series and Kosmic Absolute were some that i saw videos of. Sree Maa gave a brilliant discourse on 'Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives' and told me that the discourse applied to me. It gave me a great understanding of what i had experienced for a really long time and my love, faith and respect increased at how tuned in Sree Maa was with my soul and the inner questioning of my antahkaran.
TranScEnDeNcE 8-12 Workshop via webinar in April 2013 was where i understood well that non-doer was the basis for transcending the small self. Many initiations were done and blessings showered energetically by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji like the Sree-Chakra Grid initiation in June 2013. i was also very fortunate to receive 2 soul mapping sessions from Sree Maa. The first one in Sep 2013 was interactive where Sree Maa gave insights into the soul's reason for birth, purpose in this lifetime, personality ray, monadic ray etc. Some of it corroborated with what i had already realized under self-hypnosis and practice hypnotherapy sessions that i was pursuing alongside, some, life experiences had already taught me and some guidance was absolutely new and revealing. Sree Maa was truly an exceptional soul.
The second soul mapping in 2014 was a silent one as i really had no questions and in full trust i allowed the session to unfold energetically.
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji for never breaking my trust and for guiding me selflessly towards my True Soul💕🙏🙇
January 28, 2018
Meeting Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening, FiT Trial intake
i volunteered in various expos, events and stands in Australia that Shri Ji organized whenever i visited Australia. The crux was always silently sharing QVSWPP. This is how i met other 5D++ Pulsars who had been given a chance to volunteer as well. i first met Siann Matharu/Simran and Ellia Jutte/Ekta in Dec 2012 and Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening, Clarito Parsons/Hanuman and many other volunteers in 2013 in one of these expos. Sree Maa encouraged us to talk whatever we had understood about QVSWPP. Based on whatever little we spoke, Sree Maa gave inputs and further insights in the intricacies of QVSWPP. The whole experience was most dynamic and experiential, a practical training ground for unlearning, learning,'stepping-back' and realizing.
Since so many volunteers showed keen interest to volunteer and asked questions to understand the hows and the whys and the whats about QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji initiated the Facilitator's in Training (FiT) Programme. The pre-requisite was a letter written to Sree Maa about 'Why you believe you are ready to facilitate and how are you going to serve Kosmic Fusion mission?'
i started organizing meet-up meditation evenings with Archita in Dubai as part of the FiT Trial. i was very happy and a little scared to have been given a platform to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion without any formal training but learnt through my experiences that the more i remained 'stepped-back', the more effortlessly everything fell into place. Wow, Sree Maa Shri Ji had gifted the QVSWPP that was a most loving refined silent guide. SreeMaaShriJi never interfered in how we conducted the meet-up evenings trusting us fully that we were sharing the QVSWPP silently.
Since so many volunteers showed keen interest to volunteer and asked questions to understand the hows and the whys and the whats about QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji initiated the Facilitator's in Training (FiT) Programme. The pre-requisite was a letter written to Sree Maa about 'Why you believe you are ready to facilitate and how are you going to serve Kosmic Fusion mission?'
i started organizing meet-up meditation evenings with Archita in Dubai as part of the FiT Trial. i was very happy and a little scared to have been given a platform to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion without any formal training but learnt through my experiences that the more i remained 'stepped-back', the more effortlessly everything fell into place. Wow, Sree Maa Shri Ji had gifted the QVSWPP that was a most loving refined silent guide. SreeMaaShriJi never interfered in how we conducted the meet-up evenings trusting us fully that we were sharing the QVSWPP silently.
January 25, 2018
DFE, Pratyaksh pramana
i was also practicing hypnotherapy sessions in 2013/14. i had remembered Sree Maa's guidance in the Practitioner's training not to mix modalities. With one of my clients under hypnosis, a Dark Force Entity (DFE) surfaced up that was unwilling to leave. i had only dealt with entities and spirits and having a DFE surface up was a different ball game altogether.
For 45 mins i struggled, using every tool and technique in my kitty to make it go, but nothing was working. On the contrary, i was being heralded with abuses and threats by this DFE via the client. Can't deny i felt scared and the DFE tried to magnify the fear that i was feeling. It even told me not to look at my books for scripts to release DFE which i always kept by my side during a session to refer to. It was watching me through my client's third eye. It even tried bring out my own darkness by giving me a lecture that darkness is in everyone.
i finally threatened it back to shut up. Not knowing what to do further, i surrendered and silently shared QVSWPP with the client. Within 5 to 10 seconds, the DFE said it's leaving and to stop doing whatever i was doing. i was astounded and had a pratyaksh pramana (proof) of what had been the foremost nuance of QVSWPP, that anything lower in vibration than the mother of all energies, vibrations and frequencies, The QVSWPP, can not stay in IT's Presence. DFE of course had no chance and did not go to light but left the client to go to it's own realm. This incident was a huge turning point in the way i viewed things. Things that were bookish knowledge earlier were turning into experiences that my mind couldn't deny. What an experience and i felt supremely grateful to Sree Maa Shri Ji for gifting something superbly spectacular. Must confess felt a little stupid as well that it was less than a 10 seconds job for QVSWPP where i struggled for 45 mins. From that day on, my first session with all new hypnotherapy clients was a session of QVSWPP. Whether they liked it or not, believed it or not, this was my style of offering therapy, take it or leave it😝
The journey and the revelations that QVSWPP was weaving and the self realizations i was having were unique and remarkable. The doer had started relying a lot on QVSWPP which was a good sign as it was acting like a friend to the non-doer instead of an enemy.
What a practice ground Sree Maa Shri Ji had provided where without being told what to say or do, i had the freedom to draw my own conclusions from my experiences🙏 and yet Sree Maa Shri Ji were always available via emails, what's app to listen to my experiences and answer my questions 🙇❗
For 45 mins i struggled, using every tool and technique in my kitty to make it go, but nothing was working. On the contrary, i was being heralded with abuses and threats by this DFE via the client. Can't deny i felt scared and the DFE tried to magnify the fear that i was feeling. It even told me not to look at my books for scripts to release DFE which i always kept by my side during a session to refer to. It was watching me through my client's third eye. It even tried bring out my own darkness by giving me a lecture that darkness is in everyone.
i finally threatened it back to shut up. Not knowing what to do further, i surrendered and silently shared QVSWPP with the client. Within 5 to 10 seconds, the DFE said it's leaving and to stop doing whatever i was doing. i was astounded and had a pratyaksh pramana (proof) of what had been the foremost nuance of QVSWPP, that anything lower in vibration than the mother of all energies, vibrations and frequencies, The QVSWPP, can not stay in IT's Presence. DFE of course had no chance and did not go to light but left the client to go to it's own realm. This incident was a huge turning point in the way i viewed things. Things that were bookish knowledge earlier were turning into experiences that my mind couldn't deny. What an experience and i felt supremely grateful to Sree Maa Shri Ji for gifting something superbly spectacular. Must confess felt a little stupid as well that it was less than a 10 seconds job for QVSWPP where i struggled for 45 mins. From that day on, my first session with all new hypnotherapy clients was a session of QVSWPP. Whether they liked it or not, believed it or not, this was my style of offering therapy, take it or leave it😝
The journey and the revelations that QVSWPP was weaving and the self realizations i was having were unique and remarkable. The doer had started relying a lot on QVSWPP which was a good sign as it was acting like a friend to the non-doer instead of an enemy.
What a practice ground Sree Maa Shri Ji had provided where without being told what to say or do, i had the freedom to draw my own conclusions from my experiences🙏 and yet Sree Maa Shri Ji were always available via emails, what's app to listen to my experiences and answer my questions 🙇❗
January 22, 2018
Advent of Volunteering for Kosmic Fusion
i was very inspired by the Practitioner's workshop. It had given me a lot of insight into the nuances of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP). Sree Maa Shri Ji had asked us to do 20 healing sessions as case studies and doing those made me realize that QVSWPP worked at such a different level that was incomprehensible to the mind. Logic took a back seat and wonder was right at front. The knowingness that had come earlier on my spiritual journey started cementing that there is a greater force in this world in front of which i am as small as grain of sand. That greater force was live in my field as the QVSWPP, that which is All-Knowing and works at the level of my atma, not the desires and expectations of the doer!
Every time i shared a Multi-dimensional holographic healing session with QVSWPP, i felt my own healing occur simultaneously. i did experience a few ups and downs again when my own emotional garbage came up to the surface layer but the time taken to release it and bounce back to neutrality reduced significantly. Even though i never felt the QVSWPP when i shared, the feedback recipients gave was my validation that i was stepping-back and sharing correctly and that nulled the doubts my mind created. This was path breaking where in my non-doing, healing occurred not only for the recipient but for me too without any fodder for the healer's ego to crop up😃 Truly a remarkable practice ground for keeping the doer in check and a perfect antidote for healer's ego!
Within no time i had gained a lot of experience and the faith and trust grew naturally with each passing day and every session i shared. i was so impressed and wonderstruck with what Sree Maa Shri Ji had given that i unabashedly asked them again if i could be a part of the mission in any way knowing fully well that i knew nothing but Sree Maa Shri Ji were most welcoming. Thereafter, started my stint with volunteering for Kosmic Fusion.
Every time i shared a Multi-dimensional holographic healing session with QVSWPP, i felt my own healing occur simultaneously. i did experience a few ups and downs again when my own emotional garbage came up to the surface layer but the time taken to release it and bounce back to neutrality reduced significantly. Even though i never felt the QVSWPP when i shared, the feedback recipients gave was my validation that i was stepping-back and sharing correctly and that nulled the doubts my mind created. This was path breaking where in my non-doing, healing occurred not only for the recipient but for me too without any fodder for the healer's ego to crop up😃 Truly a remarkable practice ground for keeping the doer in check and a perfect antidote for healer's ego!
Within no time i had gained a lot of experience and the faith and trust grew naturally with each passing day and every session i shared. i was so impressed and wonderstruck with what Sree Maa Shri Ji had given that i unabashedly asked them again if i could be a part of the mission in any way knowing fully well that i knew nothing but Sree Maa Shri Ji were most welcoming. Thereafter, started my stint with volunteering for Kosmic Fusion.
January 12, 2018
Nuances of QVSWPP, Meeting Iphigenie Amoutzias and Liping
Nov 2012 is when i attended the Master Readers Workshop (Crystals, numerology, tarot) and Practitioner's workshop. Didn't understand much about numerology and tarot but the experience of having the essences of 33 crystals infused within was exciting.
Practitioner's workshop was most enlightening and found it absolutely amazing that without any invocation, chanting, channeling, intention, symbols and only by stepping-back, QVSWPP upgraded everything in the vicinity. Healing was a natural by-product. Understanding the minute nuances of QVSWPP, Signature of Source-Void was most enlightening. Truly felt i had nothing to worry about, like i was covered in a warm blanket of security and grace. All i had to do was remain 'stepped-back' and witness what QVSWPP unraveled. It was effortless!
There were only 4 participants in the Nov 2012 workshop including me. This is where i first met Iphiginie Amoutzias/Dallia and Teh LiPing/Jeeya. Little was i aware that Jeeya's one selfish error of judgement out of her own NPD of planting Iphiginie Amoutzias, a two-faced malignant narcissist in the Ashram House would wreak havoc to the most noble mission and vision of Kosmic Fusion (Sree Maa Shri Ji's baby), reputation of Kosmic Fusion, SreeMaaShriJi and my own spiritual growth in the near future.
Sree Maa gave many dynamic discourses during the workshop. One discourse in particular about parallel timelines was quite radical but Iphiginie kept interjecting the flow of the discourse with unnecessary questions. Had found it most annoying and felt Sree Maa was dealing with someone overtly arrogant who didn't keep the openness to understand something novel. i wanted to tell her to shut up but kept quiet as i felt i was a student like Iphigenie and felt i was being judgmental. In hindsight, this was the first mistake i made in the series of mistakes in enabling troublemakers (dweshis). i chose to bypass addressing something that was annoying me a lot and could easily have been done politely.
Nonetheless, i was most impressed at the way Sree Maa handled the class and the questions. Sree Maa won my respect at how patiently Sree Maa handled the class despite the stark mis-match in the 4 participants. i was a Jain with a background of yoga, meditation and studying hypnotherapy, Arvinder/Archita, a Sikh who had been following Vipasna, Jeeya a Taoist from Singapore and Iphigenie, a German Greek practicing Buddhist for 20 years who had done many levels of theta healing.
Archita was the one whom i had pestered to tell me about Kosmic Fusion in Dec 2011 when i had met her first and couldn't help but notice the extra-ordinary peace and calm she had🙏 i could sustain those levels of peace and calm only for a short period, not consistently how she could and that is what i was looking for. Thank you Archita for sharing your secret with a stranger like me that catapulted my spiritual growth by leaps and bounds, all by the Grace of SreeMaaShriJi who removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids without meeting me and shared their USP, the QVSWPP 24 by 7😊
i was most fortunate to have found a fantastic guide, mentor, friend as Sree Maa who was most knowledgeable, nurturing, compassionate, loving and trustworthy. i was repeatedly asking Sree Maa Shri Ji if i could be a part of Kosmic Fusion mission even though i was a novice and they welcomed me with open arms. Sree Maa Shri Ji are one of the key reasons along with my exponential spiritual shifts since i was touched by the Supreme Grace of QVSWPP, for me to be associated with Kosmic Fusion🙏
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for accepting me with open arms🙏🙇💞
Practitioner's workshop was most enlightening and found it absolutely amazing that without any invocation, chanting, channeling, intention, symbols and only by stepping-back, QVSWPP upgraded everything in the vicinity. Healing was a natural by-product. Understanding the minute nuances of QVSWPP, Signature of Source-Void was most enlightening. Truly felt i had nothing to worry about, like i was covered in a warm blanket of security and grace. All i had to do was remain 'stepped-back' and witness what QVSWPP unraveled. It was effortless!
There were only 4 participants in the Nov 2012 workshop including me. This is where i first met Iphiginie Amoutzias/Dallia and Teh LiPing/Jeeya. Little was i aware that Jeeya's one selfish error of judgement out of her own NPD of planting Iphiginie Amoutzias, a two-faced malignant narcissist in the Ashram House would wreak havoc to the most noble mission and vision of Kosmic Fusion (Sree Maa Shri Ji's baby), reputation of Kosmic Fusion, SreeMaaShriJi and my own spiritual growth in the near future.
Sree Maa gave many dynamic discourses during the workshop. One discourse in particular about parallel timelines was quite radical but Iphiginie kept interjecting the flow of the discourse with unnecessary questions. Had found it most annoying and felt Sree Maa was dealing with someone overtly arrogant who didn't keep the openness to understand something novel. i wanted to tell her to shut up but kept quiet as i felt i was a student like Iphigenie and felt i was being judgmental. In hindsight, this was the first mistake i made in the series of mistakes in enabling troublemakers (dweshis). i chose to bypass addressing something that was annoying me a lot and could easily have been done politely.
Nonetheless, i was most impressed at the way Sree Maa handled the class and the questions. Sree Maa won my respect at how patiently Sree Maa handled the class despite the stark mis-match in the 4 participants. i was a Jain with a background of yoga, meditation and studying hypnotherapy, Arvinder/Archita, a Sikh who had been following Vipasna, Jeeya a Taoist from Singapore and Iphigenie, a German Greek practicing Buddhist for 20 years who had done many levels of theta healing.
Archita was the one whom i had pestered to tell me about Kosmic Fusion in Dec 2011 when i had met her first and couldn't help but notice the extra-ordinary peace and calm she had🙏 i could sustain those levels of peace and calm only for a short period, not consistently how she could and that is what i was looking for. Thank you Archita for sharing your secret with a stranger like me that catapulted my spiritual growth by leaps and bounds, all by the Grace of SreeMaaShriJi who removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids without meeting me and shared their USP, the QVSWPP 24 by 7😊
i was most fortunate to have found a fantastic guide, mentor, friend as Sree Maa who was most knowledgeable, nurturing, compassionate, loving and trustworthy. i was repeatedly asking Sree Maa Shri Ji if i could be a part of Kosmic Fusion mission even though i was a novice and they welcomed me with open arms. Sree Maa Shri Ji are one of the key reasons along with my exponential spiritual shifts since i was touched by the Supreme Grace of QVSWPP, for me to be associated with Kosmic Fusion🙏
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for accepting me with open arms🙏🙇💞
January 11, 2018
QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji's Gift of Grace
The day i met Sree Maa Shri Ji, i knew from my deepest core that this is what i had been waiting for. Quite frankly, i have never looked back since that day. Sree Maa understood my inner being like no one else did and there was an instant bond i felt, a bond of trust, mutual respect, a higher purpose and companionship (sakha bhaav)🙏
My 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7) process was 6 months long. Sree Maa Shri Ji's ultimate gift of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) was weaving a beautiful journey for me. i was very keen to understand what the Signature of Source-Void was and hence started my enquiry. Sree Maa Shri Ji has been most forthcoming in answering my questions, some answers gave me an aha feeling, some were an over head transmission, but i was just happy with the experience of tuning-in with QVSWPP 😇 Everything was really new, the experience was beautiful and i was at peace that i wasn't going to understand and follow everything in one go. i never felt anything in the body but i still wanted to tune-in to QVSWPP. Thoughts had come back too after the 3 weeks blissful state of turiya avastha but daily tuning-in with QVSWPP was helping tremendously.
i remember my first beautiful surreal experience in 2012 amidst many at the start of my journey with QVSWPP that Sree Maa Shri ji shared so lovingly. It occurred in a half-asleep half-awake state in the wee hours of the morning where i saw pink flowers being gifted to me. It was beautiful and the mind doubted that it was happening, so i opened my eyes a couple of times to check if i was dreaming but no, every time i closed my eyes, i was back in the same vision of flowers being gifted and every time i opened my eyes i was in my room fully aware of lying down in my bed with a clear memory of how my room looked at that time. When i shared my experience with Sree Maa, Sree Maa shared it was Shakti path opening for me🙏🙏
Second similar experience was when i experienced floating in water while i was lying in bed and third was when i saw a regal golden eagle soaring in high skies. i opened my eyes on all 3 occasions to check if i was dreaming but no, i was awake and then had these visions again when i closed my eyes. Such beautiful and paranormal escapades still vivid in my memory!
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa and Shri Ji😍
Same year, i had an experience of the quickest healing. i woke up early morning with a sore throat. Swallowing saliva was like swallowing thorns. Could not utter a word. There was no medicine at home and i felt in no state to order medicine on phone forget about going to a doc. All i did was 4 or 5 salt water gargles, tuning-in with QVSWPP for 11 mins and then passing out in deep sleep. i woke up naturally after 4 to 5 hours without a sign of infection. Felt well rested like i had woken up from a 12 hour deep slumber. i went out partying that night when otherwise i would have been bed ridden for 3 days straight. QVSWPP worked mysteriously and i wanted to understand more about it...
My 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7) process was 6 months long. Sree Maa Shri Ji's ultimate gift of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) was weaving a beautiful journey for me. i was very keen to understand what the Signature of Source-Void was and hence started my enquiry. Sree Maa Shri Ji has been most forthcoming in answering my questions, some answers gave me an aha feeling, some were an over head transmission, but i was just happy with the experience of tuning-in with QVSWPP 😇 Everything was really new, the experience was beautiful and i was at peace that i wasn't going to understand and follow everything in one go. i never felt anything in the body but i still wanted to tune-in to QVSWPP. Thoughts had come back too after the 3 weeks blissful state of turiya avastha but daily tuning-in with QVSWPP was helping tremendously.
i remember my first beautiful surreal experience in 2012 amidst many at the start of my journey with QVSWPP that Sree Maa Shri ji shared so lovingly. It occurred in a half-asleep half-awake state in the wee hours of the morning where i saw pink flowers being gifted to me. It was beautiful and the mind doubted that it was happening, so i opened my eyes a couple of times to check if i was dreaming but no, every time i closed my eyes, i was back in the same vision of flowers being gifted and every time i opened my eyes i was in my room fully aware of lying down in my bed with a clear memory of how my room looked at that time. When i shared my experience with Sree Maa, Sree Maa shared it was Shakti path opening for me🙏🙏
Second similar experience was when i experienced floating in water while i was lying in bed and third was when i saw a regal golden eagle soaring in high skies. i opened my eyes on all 3 occasions to check if i was dreaming but no, i was awake and then had these visions again when i closed my eyes. Such beautiful and paranormal escapades still vivid in my memory!
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa and Shri Ji😍
Same year, i had an experience of the quickest healing. i woke up early morning with a sore throat. Swallowing saliva was like swallowing thorns. Could not utter a word. There was no medicine at home and i felt in no state to order medicine on phone forget about going to a doc. All i did was 4 or 5 salt water gargles, tuning-in with QVSWPP for 11 mins and then passing out in deep sleep. i woke up naturally after 4 to 5 hours without a sign of infection. Felt well rested like i had woken up from a 12 hour deep slumber. i went out partying that night when otherwise i would have been bed ridden for 3 days straight. QVSWPP worked mysteriously and i wanted to understand more about it...
January 7, 2018
Kosmic Fusion, Kaveeta Suniel
The spin on top of my head was erratic. Sometimes i felt it, sometimes i didn't but it was definitely there. What followed next was a state of Turiya avastha for 3 weeks straight without having to do any kriya, yoga or meditation. Unbelievable! What followed over the next year was that the erratic graph of oscillating between sudden highs and lows became a straight neutral line. Everything that i perceived to be negative in my life be it people, situations, energies started to dissipate effortlessly. i stopped absorbing other people's low energies and remained unaffected by negative environments which wasn't the case earlier. This was a huge relief. Welcome neutrality! 😇
All i wanted to do was to meet the person whom i never met or spoke to, only interacted over one or two emails to inquire how to proceed with Kosmic Fusion, but still could bring such a stark shift in my inner state of being sitting afar. Kaveeta Suniel (Sree Maa Shri Ji), founders and visionaries of Kosmic Fusion, were most forthcoming in giving me an appointment to meet them in Jan 2012. The day i met them was the day where the feeling of 'something missing' which i couldn't pinpoint what it was, vanished for good. i experienced an exhilarating feeling of home coming and a feeling of completeness that has never dropped till date.
Atyant AbhAr Sree Maa for listening to my yearning and choosing to walk in my life_/\_ Your Presence has brought the much needed relief and direction i was looking for_/\_🙇
January 3, 2018
Stepping foot into the unknown
My spiritual journey started in 2004 when i lost all focus and was introduced into Transcendental Meditation (TM) by my mother's yoga teacher Yogi Vinay Rai. After a 4 year yoyo between meditating and enjoying the material world, i embarked upon a 3 year serious journey fully devoted to my spiritual enquiry. Disciplined life of yoga and pranayam, sudarshan kriya, sahaj samadhi meditation, silence, listening to devotional songs and reading scriptures like Ashtavakra Gita, Patanjali Yoga Sutras, Shiv Sutras and many more, centered around my erratic work schedule, all together gave me much needed respite in the turiya avastha. Yet there was an unshakable prominent feeling that something was really amiss.
Nov 2011, in a moment of silence when i found no answers and relief from the feeling, i uttered a prayer to my Guru, Sri Sri Ravi Shankar at the time that "there's something missing and i don't know what. i am surrendering to you as you know what's best for me, please send into my life whoever or whatever it is that's missing."
One month later, Kosmic Fusion had come into my life. i bypassed it completely when i went through the website. Though the mission statement resonated a lot, my mind rejected as it couldn't understand the rest of the content. That night when i slept, there was a constant knocking in my head, like someone was playing a tape of 'this is what you are looking for, even if you don't understand, go for it, you will find all your answers'.
Within the next week, i found myself enrolling for something i didn't understand at all and listening to an hour long meditative tape every day for 7 days that i could not focus on. Had no clue what i was doing and felt nothing in the body or any change in the mind and emotions but lo and behold, on the 7th day, felt a spin come on top of my head. Like a child who is in wonder and utter disbelief, i sat still multiple times that day and many days to follow to feel if the spin was really there or not. IT WAS THERE! 😃
Nov 2011, in a moment of silence when i found no answers and relief from the feeling, i uttered a prayer to my Guru, Sri Sri Ravi Shankar at the time that "there's something missing and i don't know what. i am surrendering to you as you know what's best for me, please send into my life whoever or whatever it is that's missing."
One month later, Kosmic Fusion had come into my life. i bypassed it completely when i went through the website. Though the mission statement resonated a lot, my mind rejected as it couldn't understand the rest of the content. That night when i slept, there was a constant knocking in my head, like someone was playing a tape of 'this is what you are looking for, even if you don't understand, go for it, you will find all your answers'.
Within the next week, i found myself enrolling for something i didn't understand at all and listening to an hour long meditative tape every day for 7 days that i could not focus on. Had no clue what i was doing and felt nothing in the body or any change in the mind and emotions but lo and behold, on the 7th day, felt a spin come on top of my head. Like a child who is in wonder and utter disbelief, i sat still multiple times that day and many days to follow to feel if the spin was really there or not. IT WAS THERE! 😃
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