It took me a while to fully integrate and absorb the pulse and shift that the Silent Guru Mantra initiation graciously given by Sree Maa Shri Ji brought. i viewed Sree Maa Shri Ji very differently from this day on. The casualness, 'the cool dude' attitude that i sometimes kept receded and a different kind of respect, adoration and gratitude dawned, a bond between a Guru and a student where both mutually accept one another. i had fully accepted SreeMaaShri Ji for the remarkable brilliance and utmost compassion they tried to conceal under selflessness and humility and Sree Maa Shri Ji accepted me despite the apparent flaws of the doer. Sree Maa Shri Ji's brilliance and compassion outshined and resonated so soundly that the akarmi in me felt ready to surrender in Sree Maa Shri Ji's lotus-feet and the doer for a change, wasn't coming in the way. Interesting!
The next 4 days of the Retreat was only for the FiTs which was a continuation of the Transcendence. There were 19 of us. Sree Maa Shri Ji started the retreat with an interactive discourse about "why vegetarianism?" It was layered with sense of humor. Remember all of us bursting into peals of laughter when Sree Maa said that if anyone forces you to have meat, say that 'i will only eat it only if you are ready to serve yourself on the plate' 😂
i have been a vegetarian all my life and am aware that at least 4 generations before me have been Jains and strict vegetarians. i have been ridiculed a number of times, one such statement being 'kya bakriyon ki tarah ghaans phoos khati hai! (what grass you eat like goats)' and quite frankly, the ridiculing has come mostly from my own countrymen and utter disbelief from Westerners who hail from a meat eating culture and have had no exposure to other cultures. Thankfully, internet has made the world smaller and the awareness towards vegetarianism is on the rise worldwide due to health concerns, spirituality, no cruelty to animals etc. Sree Maa's sense of humor weaved with Absolute Truth was a breath of fresh air💕
As i mentioned earlier, the FiT training has always been about manan and chintan. One such session was "to tune-in with QVSWPP, scan and assess where you are with the FiT programme and make a list of your own strengths and weaknesses" This was an exercise i wasn't able to complete properly as the old me had pretty much dissolved and the new me after transcendence hadn't settled fully. i still experienced myself in transition phase and didn't do the exercise. i wasn't told off for it by Sree Maa or Shri Ji but was fully respected with time and space to integrate the shift🙏
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March 1, 2018
February 22, 2018
May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat Part 1 - Practitioner's Training
It was the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat that was a game changer. This is also where all FiTs met everyone in a physical location. i first met Sarah Sunshine (Sarala), Jabeen McMohan (Jwala), Cherry Weir (Nirali), Mima (Mahima), Tiffanie Lim/Tara and Manjit Surry/Mala.
The first 4 days of the Retreat was Practitioner's training which was attended by over 20 5D++ Pulsars inclusive of FiTs. i must have attended 3 or 4 practitioner trainings with Sree Maa Shri Ji since 2012 and i must say that each time i learnt something new as the course content was different. All trainings were experiential and the only thing that remained constant was to 'STEP-BACK' to allow the QVSWPP to step in, be the NON-DOER. There were multitude of discourses given in all trainings by Sree Maa covering a range of subjects and so many initiations and blessings were graced on everyone of which i don't have a count. i only feel Gratitude for SreeMaaShriJi__/\o_
One of the experiences that SreeMaaShriJi Graced everyone was 'Visiting the Abode of the Absolute'. This was a very profound experience, almost next to Samadhi. i could only feel my heartbeat and had zero awareness of anything else. Don't remember where i went but recall prostrating to Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Had lost all track of time. Suddenly heard Sree Maa's voice in the room to offer gratitude before leaving and come back in the body, i felt my entire heart area open up, like someone had opened a door and lifted weight off. i have never felt so light and fresh as i did that day when i visited the Abode of the Absolute, like i am not the body and mind but just Atma_/\_
Om Sai Brahman, the greeting that all FiTs were using with one another was introduced to the Practitioners as well and the meaning explained. Value of prostration that was explained in the Sanatana Dharma what's app chat group in Mar 2015 was explained in detail with the movement of energetic currents in the body to everyone attending this Practitioner workshop. This hadn't been explained in the previous Practitioner workshops. There were a few who had their reservations about it and there was absolutely no force or compulsion on them. i loved doing it in Sree Maa Shri Ji's lotus-feet. i always felt a soothing wave when i did my shashtang dandavats to Sree Maa and a very strong wave when i did it in Shri Ji's lotus feet. It was evident that whatever Absolute Truth Sree Maa revealed, it wasn't always limited to just FiTs, it was incorporated in other workshops too and really, that's how the course content was very dynamic. Repeating workshops with Sree Maa wasn't boring or repetitive but highly dynamic as the initiations and Absolute Truth shared were different in each one. Sree Maa is an extremely spirited and versatile mentor_/\_
On the last day of the Practitioner workshop, Sree Maa Shri Ji offered the organ cleanse for which all FiTs had been recommended to take the homeopathic detox medicine. Grace of removal of entities from the organs was offered to even the Practitioners who were not going to stay back for FiT training by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji. The experience was very intense where i felt intense rage surface and release. i had tears rolling down like a tap had been opened. i still recall that i never felt anything in the body and never felt any love but felt huge Gratitude for Sree Maa Shri Ji_/\_ Sree Maa Shri Ji ended the workshop with everyone listening and singing 'Achyutam Keshavam' and Sree Maa explaining the meaning of the beautiful bhajan_/\_
Main Apki atyant AbhAri hoon aur sadA rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for the immense Grace showered, especially the organ cleanse, where the brunt of transmuting the slush was taken by Sree Maa Shri Ji on their own bodies. Sree Maa Shri Ji were very unwell after the Retreat but not once complained or mentioned about it to anyone_/\_ It was Archita who had stayed back after the Retreat for some time noticed and wrote an email to all FiTs about the same_/\_
The first 4 days of the Retreat was Practitioner's training which was attended by over 20 5D++ Pulsars inclusive of FiTs. i must have attended 3 or 4 practitioner trainings with Sree Maa Shri Ji since 2012 and i must say that each time i learnt something new as the course content was different. All trainings were experiential and the only thing that remained constant was to 'STEP-BACK' to allow the QVSWPP to step in, be the NON-DOER. There were multitude of discourses given in all trainings by Sree Maa covering a range of subjects and so many initiations and blessings were graced on everyone of which i don't have a count. i only feel Gratitude for SreeMaaShriJi__/\o_
One of the experiences that SreeMaaShriJi Graced everyone was 'Visiting the Abode of the Absolute'. This was a very profound experience, almost next to Samadhi. i could only feel my heartbeat and had zero awareness of anything else. Don't remember where i went but recall prostrating to Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Had lost all track of time. Suddenly heard Sree Maa's voice in the room to offer gratitude before leaving and come back in the body, i felt my entire heart area open up, like someone had opened a door and lifted weight off. i have never felt so light and fresh as i did that day when i visited the Abode of the Absolute, like i am not the body and mind but just Atma_/\_
Om Sai Brahman, the greeting that all FiTs were using with one another was introduced to the Practitioners as well and the meaning explained. Value of prostration that was explained in the Sanatana Dharma what's app chat group in Mar 2015 was explained in detail with the movement of energetic currents in the body to everyone attending this Practitioner workshop. This hadn't been explained in the previous Practitioner workshops. There were a few who had their reservations about it and there was absolutely no force or compulsion on them. i loved doing it in Sree Maa Shri Ji's lotus-feet. i always felt a soothing wave when i did my shashtang dandavats to Sree Maa and a very strong wave when i did it in Shri Ji's lotus feet. It was evident that whatever Absolute Truth Sree Maa revealed, it wasn't always limited to just FiTs, it was incorporated in other workshops too and really, that's how the course content was very dynamic. Repeating workshops with Sree Maa wasn't boring or repetitive but highly dynamic as the initiations and Absolute Truth shared were different in each one. Sree Maa is an extremely spirited and versatile mentor_/\_
On the last day of the Practitioner workshop, Sree Maa Shri Ji offered the organ cleanse for which all FiTs had been recommended to take the homeopathic detox medicine. Grace of removal of entities from the organs was offered to even the Practitioners who were not going to stay back for FiT training by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji. The experience was very intense where i felt intense rage surface and release. i had tears rolling down like a tap had been opened. i still recall that i never felt anything in the body and never felt any love but felt huge Gratitude for Sree Maa Shri Ji_/\_ Sree Maa Shri Ji ended the workshop with everyone listening and singing 'Achyutam Keshavam' and Sree Maa explaining the meaning of the beautiful bhajan_/\_
Main Apki atyant AbhAri hoon aur sadA rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for the immense Grace showered, especially the organ cleanse, where the brunt of transmuting the slush was taken by Sree Maa Shri Ji on their own bodies. Sree Maa Shri Ji were very unwell after the Retreat but not once complained or mentioned about it to anyone_/\_ It was Archita who had stayed back after the Retreat for some time noticed and wrote an email to all FiTs about the same_/\_
January 28, 2018
Meeting Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening, FiT Trial intake
i volunteered in various expos, events and stands in Australia that Shri Ji organized whenever i visited Australia. The crux was always silently sharing QVSWPP. This is how i met other 5D++ Pulsars who had been given a chance to volunteer as well. i first met Siann Matharu/Simran and Ellia Jutte/Ekta in Dec 2012 and Tzu-Ling Kuo/Irene/Komal/Joy Kuo/Joy Awakening, Clarito Parsons/Hanuman and many other volunteers in 2013 in one of these expos. Sree Maa encouraged us to talk whatever we had understood about QVSWPP. Based on whatever little we spoke, Sree Maa gave inputs and further insights in the intricacies of QVSWPP. The whole experience was most dynamic and experiential, a practical training ground for unlearning, learning,'stepping-back' and realizing.
Since so many volunteers showed keen interest to volunteer and asked questions to understand the hows and the whys and the whats about QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji initiated the Facilitator's in Training (FiT) Programme. The pre-requisite was a letter written to Sree Maa about 'Why you believe you are ready to facilitate and how are you going to serve Kosmic Fusion mission?'
i started organizing meet-up meditation evenings with Archita in Dubai as part of the FiT Trial. i was very happy and a little scared to have been given a platform to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion without any formal training but learnt through my experiences that the more i remained 'stepped-back', the more effortlessly everything fell into place. Wow, Sree Maa Shri Ji had gifted the QVSWPP that was a most loving refined silent guide. SreeMaaShriJi never interfered in how we conducted the meet-up evenings trusting us fully that we were sharing the QVSWPP silently.
Since so many volunteers showed keen interest to volunteer and asked questions to understand the hows and the whys and the whats about QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji initiated the Facilitator's in Training (FiT) Programme. The pre-requisite was a letter written to Sree Maa about 'Why you believe you are ready to facilitate and how are you going to serve Kosmic Fusion mission?'
i started organizing meet-up meditation evenings with Archita in Dubai as part of the FiT Trial. i was very happy and a little scared to have been given a platform to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion without any formal training but learnt through my experiences that the more i remained 'stepped-back', the more effortlessly everything fell into place. Wow, Sree Maa Shri Ji had gifted the QVSWPP that was a most loving refined silent guide. SreeMaaShriJi never interfered in how we conducted the meet-up evenings trusting us fully that we were sharing the QVSWPP silently.
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