April 28, 2019

Tête-à-tête

What a prolific journey it has been with Kosmic Fusion with my dear Kalyan Mitras under the Guidance of SreeMaa-Shreeji, our beloved mentor! Ekta flew miles to interview us early this year, to understand about our journeys in the FiT Programme and how beautifully Sree Maa Shri Ji helped us shift our inner states of being and progress towards our Brahmroop. 
If the Gift of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) Graced by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji under the umbrella of Kosmic Fusion was a sports car, then being under the wings of SreeMaa-Shreeji in the FiT programme was the super fuel needed to race the sports car on the super sonic short cut back Home. We made many blunders on the journey due to our own weaknesses and pathetic driving skills, the impacts of which were borne by Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion, but not once has the QVSWPP let us down and SreeMaa-Shreeji, like a mother who does not leave the infant alone until it starts to walk, never left our hands until we could at least take on the reigns as faculty. We sadly learnt our lessons at the expense of Sree Maa Shri Ji but continue to hone our skills with Absolute Truth and QVSWPP shared by SreeMaa-Shreeji to reach the ultimate goal of attaining Brahmroop and until then are very happy serving Kosmic Fusion. 
Sada Apki Abhaari SreeMaa-Shreeji for ensuring that at least some of us, despite many trials and tribulations, who joined the mission of Kosmic Fusion with integrity, honesty and authenticity have been given the chance to offer seva.
We welcome everyone to watch our interviews, our heart to heart talk, to understand the Grace of QVSWPP, the significance of Kosmic Fusion, the school of Absolute Truth and the shifts experienced in the Presence of SreeMaa-Shreeji during the FiT programme via our personal journeys!


  Niranjana



Archita   



  Ekta




  Mala


Jeeya  

August 7, 2018

Reporting facts about the Duff Stuff Article

Despite writing my answers to the cheap questions that were forwarded by Shri Ji to the so called national correspondents of Stuff and clearly writing my contact details to be contacted, which by the way was done by all FiTs, no one contacted any of us. On the contrary, an article got published 10 days later on Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion that was full of condescending language and spite under the cloak of humor and reporting facts. The entire story lacked credibility and had been written with a bent to portray Kosmic Fusion like a c*lt, a verdict drawn on the basis of only 2 malignant narcissists... oops... i am sorry... 2 former volunteers (https://www.kosmicfusion.com/important-public-notice-dissociation-of-irene-ling-joy-kuo-and-dallia-iphigenie-amoutzias/).

HELLO! Knock Knock! Kosmic Fusion is not just about 2 people. There are over 400 5D++ Pulsars worldwide and a handful FiTs that have benefitted tremendously from the most Benevolent and selfless service Graced by Sree Maa and Shri Ji💕🙏🙇. If these 2 sole volunteers, Tzu Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Irene and Iphigenie Amoutzias/Dallia came with pre-meditated agendas and deliberately bypassed the vision and mission of Kosmic Fusion and the core values of authenticity, integrity, honesty and transparency of FiT programme, how does that certify Kosmic Fusion as a cu*t purely based on what these 2 former volunteers have cooked up?

What you will find most surprising is that when FiTs wrote their comments on facebook where the 'biased and paid' article was published to point out the huge array of falsity and give facts, all comments were deleted by the journalists.

Dear readers, for the time being, kindly find my feedback on the poor article written by 2 benighted souls, the so called national correspondents who have used the modus operandi of sophistry aimed at creating cheap sensationalism and maligning the name of Sree Maa and Shri Ji who are most loving, empathetic and compassionate. Hopefully, the 2 recruited members of malignant narcissists will have self-realization at the earliest how they are being used as flying monkeys to run a smear campaign on Kosmic Fusion, School of Absolute Truth and Sree Maa Shri Ji who have done absolutely nothing wrong other than trusting that the Absolute is in everyone and selflessly serving humanity.



Also, kindly note, that Amoutzias left the Ashram house in May 2017 and Kuo came to the Ashram house in June 2017 and left for Sydney within 2 to 3 months. Thankfully for us, both the narcs were never at the Ashram house together.

Jai Shree Swaminarayan🙏


Excellent points raised by fellow FiTs who have participated in the FiT programme along with Tzu Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Irene and Iphigenie Amoutzias/Dallia/Meera a.k.a Malana B Taresi (Iphigenie's new fake avatar now ---- http://www.firstlightfloweressences.co.nz/practitioners#practitioner85) which were completely ignored by the national correspondents and clearly displays their ignorance and abysmal skills on reporting facts:

# Bias, lies and more lies in Stuff Article

# Feedback on paid article

# Stuff article response


August 5, 2018

My Response 4 : course fees?

My response to the ridiculous and derogatory questions of the journalists was one long email which i have published in 4 parts in my blog for an easy read. 

Part 4


Q) did you ask for course fees to be paid in cash in USD?

Ans: i haven’t been charged any fee whatsoever for the FIT Training. The entire FIT training has been Graced by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji free of cost. It is only the two residential retreats where i gave ‘energy exchange’… am so sorry, fees, which was in NZD and don’t recall whether i did a PayPal transaction or a bank transfer. Am sorry i don’t quite understand the relevance of USD. 

Sree Maa Shri Ji, i have no clue why these questions are being routed to Sree Maa Shri Ji? i have been an integral part of Kosmic Fusion since Dec 2011 and an active volunteer since 2012 until now, have attended all Training Programs that Sree Maa Shri Ji have offered. i don’t quite understand why am i not being approached directly when i sat on the same course as ‘former volunteers'. In hindsight and to give the benefit of doubt to the journalist, a long distance phone call would be quite expensive since i live in the Middle East, isn’t it?

Since Sree Maa Shri Ji have always maintained transparency, i am doing the same and give my full consent that this email may be forwarded as it is to the journalist. Hopefully, this willful consent and my answers will put a stop to mud slinging and unfounded allegations on Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion. i openly vouch that the allegations being slung on Sree Maa Shri Ji are unjustified and total rubbish and that i have never been forced to write/say/do anything against my wish. i hope the journalist will come and speak to me and other FITs directly for the sake of responsible journalism, gain more insight and grounding before any sensational story is cooked at the behest of these 'former volunteers’_/\_


in seva and unconditional love to Shunya Bindu,
Niranjana
+*7*5*9*4*7*6



August 4, 2018

My Response 3 : Public toilets after 7 pm?

My response to the ridiculous and derogatory questions of the journalists was one long email which i have published in 4 parts in my blog for an easy read. 

Part 3


Q) did you warn members not to use public toilets after 7pm?

Ans: From vulgarity to amusement! i am a flight attendant and half the month am awake at night operating flights. i have never been told or warned or advised nor asked by Sree Maa Shri Ji, my paratpar akshar mitra (allow me to translate loosely, companion of my atma) to hold my pee and poo when at the airport or at the aircraft. My common sense tells me that the toilets in these areas are in the ‘Public’ category unless the school of journalism states otherwise. Since the questioning is garishly blunt, excuse my own boorishness, but Shri Ji, please let the journalist know if he would like to see my roster where i have had a string of night flights or to be more specific 'after 7 pm' departures. i am a very clean person who likes to maintain body, mind and energy hygiene but consistently use public toilets as i am out of my house 20 days in a months. i am a living testimony that i did not receive any spat, hair pulling, warning or strike from Sree Maa Shri Ji or any ‘members' for doing so. Furthermore, i am far from menopause and even if i can practice restraint on nature calls for a couple of hours, i can’t on my periods. Northisterone pills to delay periods is a prescription pill not given in aviation medicine when on flight schedule. i hope the point is well understood.   


Sree Maa Shri Ji, since when did i become a ‘member' instead of a 5D++ Pulsar and a volunteer? May i ask on what grounds is the journalist staking such rubbish claims? What magazine/ newspaper does he work for?

August 3, 2018

My Response 2 : Sexual relations with outsiders?

My response to the ridiculous and derogatory questions of the journalists was one long email which i have published in 4 parts in my blog for an easy read. 

Part 2


Q) did you warn members not to have sexual relations with outsiders because they might bring the wrong energy?

Ans: What i do in my personal space and time is my own business. Sree Maa Shri Ji have never spoken to me or advised me or asked me or warned me about my sexual life ever. On the contrary, i am the one who crossed my boundaries and have cried sob stories of my life in front of Sree Maa Shri Ji when Sree Maa Shri Ji had clearly said my ego and the conditions of my life created by it are my own responsibility. It is Sree Maa Shri Ji who have given the respect, compassion and time to listen to me still without bias and provide guidance according to Bhagwan Swaminarayan Teachings and share transmissions of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

Quite frankly, i find the question misleading, baseless and disgraceful. Please accept my sincere apologies Sree Maa Shri Ji for the ridiculous and derogatory questions Sree Maa Shri Ji have been asked. Why these questions have been hurled at Sree Maa Shri Ji and not at the other volunteers who sat on the same course as ‘former volunteers’ is baffling. 

Anyway, i don’t like how it is presumed in the question that i seem to sleep around or would like to have multiple sexual relations. What does “outsiders” mean? Am guessing, it is people who are not FITs (facilitators in training). Is the journalist implying that i can have sex with insiders? Or is he labelling me as a lesbian since all insiders were women and only one brave man who is gay? The question is vulgar and does not have any relevance to my atma or Kosmic Fusion, school of Absolute Truths that offers the super sonic shortcut in attaining Self-Realization. That is what i applied for and was accepted by Sree Maa Shri Ji as a student, so how and when did my sexual health become Sree Maa Shri Ji’s concern is puzzling. What 'wrong energy' is being referred to in the question when the crux of Kosmic Fusion is Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, the most loving Signature of Shunya Bindu and Sree Maa Shri Ji is the living embodiment of IT.

i choose to remain stepped back and in neutrality, the foundation and the base principle of all Kosmic Fusion Trainings and Sree Maa Shri Ji’s teachings. i personally believe in the concept of holy matrimony and i have never ever been told/advised/warned by Sree Maa Shri Ji that i can’t or shouldn’t go for it with an outsider or insider. As for sexual relations, i am a stable person with a keen intellect and do not drop into bed with anyone just because the body/hormones crave for it or i am under some sort of pressure or to confirm to any fake image and ideas of liberalism/feminism/practicing my right/live life before you die etc etc. 

August 2, 2018

My Response 1 : Former volunteers have described being struck, spat...?

My response to the ridiculous and derogatory questions of the journalists was one long email which i have published in 4 parts in my blog for ease in reading. 

Part 1

Jai Shree Swaminarayan_/\_

prAnAAm Sree Maa Shri Ji_/\_

Shri Ji, kindly find all my answers to the questions/claims raised by the journalist with complete honesty, integrity and authenticity, the 3 core values always emphasized and abided by Sree Maa Shri Ji and followed by me as a FIT (facilitator in training) who is a sincere seeker on the Spiritual path and likes to be mentored by Souls who lead by example_/\_


Ans: i have been a volunteer since 2012, am still a volunteer and have NOT been touched by anyone in Kosmic Fusion at any phase of any Training offered by Sree Maa Shri Ji. i have honored the ethics of a volunteer, practitioner and integrity of a FIT where i have willingly and honestly looked at the shades of my small self.

The only time touching was permitted was when volunteers and practitioners did swap healing sessions with one another or with people who approached to receive a Multi-dimensional holographic healing session with QVSWPP from 2012 to mid 2016. i clearly recall telling Sree Maa Shri Ji that i feel uncomfortable giving sessions to men as it involved touching recipients' at chakra assemblage points and instead hover my hand in the auric field for them. Sree Maa Shri Ji had said it was perfectly fine as the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) is supremely intelligent and will do what needs to be done for the recipient at a level he is ready. 

Even touching the recipient was made redundant while sharing the most Benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse from mid 2016 for complete energy hygiene of the recipient and the sharer, and most importantly ruling out the smallest fodder to the healer’s ego. When such high levels of ethics are being taught and practiced, what is the base for questions of being struck or hair being pulled?

As for being spat on, i only recall one incident where i sat next to Sree Maa Shri Ji at the 2015 Kawai Pura retreat on the dining table and a drop of saliva from Sree Maa Shri Ji’s mouth fell on me while answering a question i asked about tamas, rajas, satva. Sree Maa Shri Ji had apologized to me when i should have been the one apologizing for asking questions while Sree Maa Shri Ji was having lunch, as if the workshop hours weren’t enough. Since i don’t know the journalist as a person or his background, may i request ShriJi to kindly ask the journalist if he considers that being spat on? 

Oh wait! the descriptions are specific to “reflection” sessions. Almost all of my “reflection” sessions have been done on my own in the company of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP), my 24 by 7 friend, in the privacy of my room by my self.

August 1, 2018

Derogatory questions by National Correspondent of Stuff

Dear Readers,

On July 19th 2018, Shri Ji forwarded an email to FiTS with the most derogatory and ridiculous questions sent by a journalist at the behest of Tzu Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Irene and Iphigenie Amoutzias/Dallia/Meera, the two malignant and covert narcissists who Kosmic Fusion and all FiTs have disassociated from (https://www.kosmicfusion.com/important-public-notice-dissociation-of-irene-ling-joy-kuo-and-dallia-iphigenie-amoutzias/).

Am attaching the email for you to read _/\_



On Jul 19, 2018, at 15:49, Shri Ji <s*******@KosmicFusion.com> wrote:

Jai Shree Swaminarayan
Below are the questions asked by the journalist, I would actually request all of you to provide these answers.
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Hi Shri - there are a few other specific claims that we need to put to you.
Former volunteers have described being struck, spat on or had their hair pulled during "reflection" sessions? 
did you warn members not to have sexual relations with outsiders because they might bring the wrong energy?
did you warn members not to use public toilets after 7pm?
did you ask for course fees to be paid in cash in USD?
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Jai Shree Swaminarayan

March 29, 2018

Beware of Trash in spiritual and healing circles

Studying the Family and Systems Constellations Training module and practice sessions activated the chitt and mann again. It was a good testing ground for neutrality. Despite the very short experience of Sampoorna Samarpan (Total Surrender) and the most benevolent QVSWPP by my side 24 by 7, the antahkaran started playing up every now and then again. i decided to tackle it once and for all when one of my colleagues who has been with Osho for over 2 decades messaged out of the blue about a family constellation workshop with someone called Darshan. Sree Maa had told us many times from the onset that the small self and the psychological make up is our own responsibility and that Sree Maa takes full responsibility only for the Akarmi (non-doer) and Atma. Plus i was studying Systemic Constellations myself, i decided to go for it.

It was the worst decision and remains one of the most rubbish and sickening experiences of my life till date. The first constellation went well. When i went for the second constellation, the facilitator gave stupid advises that i never asked for as i really had gone for a constellation and not some cognitive therapy or a C grade advisory session. What was most surprising was that she herself had said at the start of the day that "you are fed up of receiving advises" and then stupidly goes ahead and gives it herself at the end of the day😖. Instead of a constellation to resolve the energetic block for the feeling of being stuck with money and career, the facilitator gave ridiculous advises that i should study Ayurveda or become a high class slut. Absolutely shocking!

She never did a constellation and just kept barking nonsense without giving me a chance to speak. She went to the extent of asking the participants to say to me "tell her, she is cold and miserable" and like poodles without brains, they said it also of which 2 had never met me before. Only one person who also i met for the first time in that group disagreed with her and voiced it. Till date i thank her for the discernment she kept and not falling low like others as otherwise, i would have definitely hit depression thinking that something is really wrong with me if 5 people in a spiritual healing group were to say so. After a while, she told me to just get off the chair and go with a closing statement that there is a limit to giving. Really!!! i just wondered what was she giving.

i have never come back feeling so abused and harassed as i did from that workshop not only at the hands of the facilitator but the participants too and i take fully responsibility for putting myself through it. Since manan and chintan has always been a part of my life, i really gave thought to what had transpired. Was i really cold and miserable? May be there was a part in me that i was unaware of? i felt zero resonance to it.

i called up my colleague and told her that Darshan had really misbehaved and that she had no business giving such ridiculous advises, she said that she will tell Darshan to speak properly and then goes ahead to tell me of an incident about some friend of hers that was a high class escort and how she ended up getting married to one of her clients!!! i could not believe what i had just heard!!!

For the first time i realized that a lot of people are on the spiritual path but it doesn't necessarily mean they are evolved or enlightened or keep conscience. i got a full dose of spiritual glamour without any essence and massive healer's ego.

i really contemplated what was my learning curve out of the unpleasant experience. At the end of the day, this experience had manifested and i don't deny i sat and cried for what i had put myself through at the hands of a healer. The only answer i could find was 'DISCERNMENT'.

Anyway, the reason i mention this incident is that within a month, like a mother who knows the weakness and vulnerability of her child and what it is going through even when it doesn't voice it's feelings, Sree Maa yet again gave a colossal gift, the gift of sharanagati_/\__/\__/\_


March 25, 2018

Surrender is the key!

i had already decided not to practice hypnotherapy anymore and unnecessarily activate chitt and manas, my own or of clients but the nature (swabhav) of my doer has always been to keep learning new things. i had participated in a few family constellations workshops in 2013/14, had found them very interesting which gave a different dimension to healing and so decided to study the modality when i came to know in June 2015 that a Family Constellations training workshop (3 levels spread over a couple of months) was being organised in Mumbai. The first module was within 25 days. i did not have leave on the requisite days and my flying schedule had already been released, so my only option was to swap flights and travel to Mumbai on days off. i must have sent out at least 200 swaps and messaged colleagues to kindly accept the swap but all got rejected. 3 days before the commencement of the workshop, the last swap got rejected and there was no way i could have made it for the training. i finally surrendered and fully accepted that this was not manifesting. There was no disappointment or unpleasant feelings, just an acceptance that QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji know what's best for me, an understanding and knowingness that had come from over 4 years of experience.

2 days later, i woke up to a message from a colleague saying that she had seen my advertisement for the days off that i wanted and was happy to swap but hadn't checked if the swap was valid. i had only half an hour to check if the swap was valid and for my colleague to accept as the legality for rostering system is that all swaps will expire 24 hours before flight departure time. Unbelievably, the swap was valid and within the next couple of hours, i found myself on a flight to Mumbai to attend the Family and Systemic Constellation training.

i wondered how everything had manifested and what was my learning out of it. i had tried everything possible to get days off, but nothing manifested. i had embodied the akarmi and didn't have any expectation of the result but what surprised me was that i did not experience even a twinge of disappointment or complaint in my thoughts and inner dialogue. This was new and 2 days later everything had fallen into place. Amazing😍. This state was somewhat similar to the state of surrender i had experienced in Nov 2011 where i had uttered a prayer to Sri Sri asking him to send into my life that's best for me but this time, i did not even utter a prayer to Sree Maa. i was in total acceptance. For the first time i had an experience of true surrender where i didn't ask for anything even in the form of a prayer and operated from utmost Trust naturally🙏🙇

Little was i aware at the time that the course content of May-June 2016 Taupo Retreat would revolve around Total Surrender (sampoorna samarpan) of which i had experienced a very small taster🙏🙇

March 22, 2018

Akarmi v/s Antahkaran

i felt elated after the prolific May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat and i was finding it difficult hiding the joy i was feeling from within. Listening to devotional songs took me in a different zone of bliss altogether which had never happened before. Earlier, i listened to bhajans at loud volume to cut out mental noise and to allow the vibration of the chant bring energetic shifts. For the first time, i experienced how people would feel ecstatic by visiting temples in ancient Bharat and singing devotional songs. i could feel it sitting at home or in my hotel room 🙇💕.

i started researching the net for bhajans and sent them to Sree Maa if they were suitable to be circulated amongst the FiTs. Sree Maa selected a few to be circulated that were easy to sing, if not comprehend and left the tough Sanskrit ones out. i was enthralled at how much Sree Maa cared for everyone and truly was an exceptional mentor who had literally given birth to the akarmi in all of us and had been nurturing it like a mother🙏i felt immense gratitude and respect for Sree Maa and Shri Ji and based on all feedbacks everyone had given during and after the Retreat, even Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias/Meera to some extent, i assumed everyone felt the same and experienced similar shifts if not paramount ones that i did. This assumption and blindly believing everyone for what they said costed me and my most dear Sree Maa and Shri Ji dearly in 2016/2017.

Embodying the non-doer fully was really beautiful to which the Kosmic Bhagwad Gita was sheer indulgence. The discourses on Shrimad Bhagwad Geeta didn't make as much sense as they did after the retreat. The shift was so phenomenal that it marked the cessation of hypnotherapy clients for me. i couldn't bear to listen to the mental and emotional woes of clients that i knew were just the density of the Sukshm sharir (subtle bodies) and the True Soul/Atma is so pure, totally devoid of the slush of the Antahkaran. i felt i would be a cheat if i continued with the sessions and did not introduce people to the treasure i had found, QVSWPP, the gift of Grace by beloved Sree Maa and Shri Ji_/\_

After a while, 4 antahkarans namely mann (mind), buddhi (intellect), chitt (emotive mind), ahankar (ego) started acting up again. It was shocking to realize that despite the magnanimous gifts and blessings from Sree Maa to embody the akarmi, anatahkaran still worked like a hard core programme that needed constant monitoring and cleansing to avoid dust and slush settling as thoughts and emotions. What was a relief and quite astounding though was that with just a little effort of tuning-in with QVSWPP, akarmi took the reigns back in no time and told it off that "sorry, you are not in control anymore." i was very aware of the Self witnessing the antahkaran and not get embroiled in its drama.


March 15, 2018

Kosmic Bhagwad Gita

Immediately post the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat, Kosmic Bhagwad Gita sessions commenced. All FiTs formed an internal what's app group chat for this purpose and posted our questions there which were collated by me. Reader's kindly go through the range of questions that FiTs came up with:




Since the discourses covered a range of topics like Akshar, Akshar swaroop, Brahmroop, Paramatma, Parabrahm and many more Sanskrit terms that most FiTs were unfamiliar with, Sree Maa Shri Ji encouraged all of us to explore Shrimad Bhagwad Gita (Bhagwan Shree Krishna's Teachings to Arjun) as those were going to be the base of all future Teachings and discourses by Sree Maa.

All FiTs looked forward to the Q and A with Sree Maa and i shared the audio recordings of these sessions with all FiTs. Iphiginie Amoutzias/Dallia has sat with me in Sree Maa Shri Ji's Te Atatu house during some of these Kosmic Bhagwad Gita sessions and Jeeya for some sessions. Sree Maa always had at least 2 FiTs and never encouraged one-on-one sessions to completely not give any kind of fodder to the ego to feel special. Such is the kind of care extended by our beloved Guru who knows how the doer can subtly creep back in and has taken full responsibility of nurturing the Akarmi deh 🙏

Nandini had already been listening to Bhagwad Gita discourses by BK Usha and Sree Maa asked her to share the links with everyone. Since the characters were unknown to most FiTs, Sree Maa was most gracious to research and recommend links of You Tube videos on synopsis of characters of Mahabharata with English subtitles that would be easy to follow by FiTs hailing from different countries and cultures. We all did our own research from the comforts of our own homes🙏😇

Shrimad Bhagavad Gita- Drama (7 hours)

Part 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50UvBKzWpD4
Part 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1oXR-QpIr0
Part 3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6o8hjb__srY


BK Usha's explanation on the secrets of Bhagavad Gita (in English) - (9 Hours)

Part 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A57RWl7L1ak
Part 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kfk7s1sQjI
Part 3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNmH0JrNm1I
Part 4: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1a2rFF6ZS6I
Part 5: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ou_VfaU-RTE
Part 6: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqxSWkUdTrk


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