Nov 2012 is when i attended the Master Readers Workshop (Crystals, numerology, tarot) and Practitioner's workshop. Didn't understand much about numerology and tarot but the experience of having the essences of 33 crystals infused within was exciting.
Practitioner's workshop was most enlightening and found it absolutely amazing that without any invocation, chanting, channeling, intention, symbols and only by stepping-back, QVSWPP upgraded everything in the vicinity. Healing was a natural by-product. Understanding the minute nuances of QVSWPP, Signature of Source-Void was most enlightening. Truly felt i had nothing to worry about, like i was covered in a warm blanket of security and grace. All i had to do was remain 'stepped-back' and witness what QVSWPP unraveled. It was effortless!
There were only 4 participants in the Nov 2012 workshop including me. This is where i first met Iphiginie Amoutzias/Dallia and Teh LiPing/Jeeya. Little was i aware that Jeeya's one selfish error of judgement out of her own NPD of planting Iphiginie Amoutzias, a two-faced malignant narcissist in the Ashram House would wreak havoc to the most noble mission and vision of Kosmic Fusion (Sree Maa Shri Ji's baby), reputation of Kosmic Fusion, SreeMaaShriJi and my own spiritual growth in the near future.
Sree Maa gave many dynamic discourses during the workshop. One discourse in particular about parallel timelines was quite radical but Iphiginie kept interjecting the flow of the discourse with unnecessary questions. Had found it most annoying and felt Sree Maa was dealing with someone overtly arrogant who didn't keep the openness to understand something novel. i wanted to tell her to shut up but kept quiet as i felt i was a student like Iphigenie and felt i was being judgmental. In hindsight, this was the first mistake i made in the series of mistakes in enabling troublemakers (dweshis). i chose to bypass addressing something that was annoying me a lot and could easily have been done politely.
Nonetheless, i was most impressed at the way Sree Maa handled the class and the questions. Sree Maa won my respect at how patiently Sree Maa handled the class despite the stark mis-match in the 4 participants. i was a Jain with a background of yoga, meditation and studying hypnotherapy, Arvinder/Archita, a Sikh who had been following Vipasna, Jeeya a Taoist from Singapore and Iphigenie, a German Greek practicing Buddhist for 20 years who had done many levels of theta healing.
Archita was the one whom i had pestered to tell me about Kosmic Fusion in Dec 2011 when i had met her first and couldn't help but notice the extra-ordinary peace and calm she hadπ i could sustain those levels of peace and calm only for a short period, not consistently how she could and that is what i was looking for. Thank you Archita for sharing your secret with a stranger like me that catapulted my spiritual growth by leaps and bounds, all by the Grace of SreeMaaShriJi who removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids without meeting me and shared their USP, the QVSWPP 24 by 7π
i was most fortunate to have found a fantastic guide, mentor, friend as Sree Maa who was most knowledgeable, nurturing, compassionate, loving and trustworthy. i was repeatedly asking Sree Maa Shri Ji if i could be a part of Kosmic Fusion mission even though i was a novice and they welcomed me with open arms. Sree Maa Shri Ji are one of the key reasons along with my exponential spiritual shifts since i was touched by the Supreme Grace of QVSWPP, for me to be associated with Kosmic Fusionπ
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa Shri Ji for accepting me with open armsπππ
From being a seeker, seeking to find who am i, until the self surrendered and asked 'is there anyone out there who can tell me who i am?' Finding my Akshar Paratpar Mitra, Sree Maa Shri Ji who heard the yearning and led me from self to Self, showed me my ultimate goal of SELF. My journey from self to Self to SELF which got stalled due to a few covert and malignant narcissists who sat with me slyly like they were in Kosmic Fusion for the same spiritual goal as me...but alas!
January 12, 2018
January 11, 2018
QVSWPP, Sree Maa Shri Ji's Gift of Grace
The day i met Sree Maa Shri Ji, i knew from my deepest core that this is what i had been waiting for. Quite frankly, i have never looked back since that day. Sree Maa understood my inner being like no one else did and there was an instant bond i felt, a bond of trust, mutual respect, a higher purpose and companionship (sakha bhaav)π
My 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7) process was 6 months long. Sree Maa Shri Ji's ultimate gift of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) was weaving a beautiful journey for me. i was very keen to understand what the Signature of Source-Void was and hence started my enquiry. Sree Maa Shri Ji has been most forthcoming in answering my questions, some answers gave me an aha feeling, some were an over head transmission, but i was just happy with the experience of tuning-in with QVSWPP π Everything was really new, the experience was beautiful and i was at peace that i wasn't going to understand and follow everything in one go. i never felt anything in the body but i still wanted to tune-in to QVSWPP. Thoughts had come back too after the 3 weeks blissful state of turiya avastha but daily tuning-in with QVSWPP was helping tremendously.
i remember my first beautiful surreal experience in 2012 amidst many at the start of my journey with QVSWPP that Sree Maa Shri ji shared so lovingly. It occurred in a half-asleep half-awake state in the wee hours of the morning where i saw pink flowers being gifted to me. It was beautiful and the mind doubted that it was happening, so i opened my eyes a couple of times to check if i was dreaming but no, every time i closed my eyes, i was back in the same vision of flowers being gifted and every time i opened my eyes i was in my room fully aware of lying down in my bed with a clear memory of how my room looked at that time. When i shared my experience with Sree Maa, Sree Maa shared it was Shakti path opening for meππ
Second similar experience was when i experienced floating in water while i was lying in bed and third was when i saw a regal golden eagle soaring in high skies. i opened my eyes on all 3 occasions to check if i was dreaming but no, i was awake and then had these visions again when i closed my eyes. Such beautiful and paranormal escapades still vivid in my memory!
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa and Shri Jiπ
Same year, i had an experience of the quickest healing. i woke up early morning with a sore throat. Swallowing saliva was like swallowing thorns. Could not utter a word. There was no medicine at home and i felt in no state to order medicine on phone forget about going to a doc. All i did was 4 or 5 salt water gargles, tuning-in with QVSWPP for 11 mins and then passing out in deep sleep. i woke up naturally after 4 to 5 hours without a sign of infection. Felt well rested like i had woken up from a 12 hour deep slumber. i went out partying that night when otherwise i would have been bed ridden for 3 days straight. QVSWPP worked mysteriously and i wanted to understand more about it...
My 5D++ AwaKeNiN TrAnsFOrMaTiON (0 to 7) process was 6 months long. Sree Maa Shri Ji's ultimate gift of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) was weaving a beautiful journey for me. i was very keen to understand what the Signature of Source-Void was and hence started my enquiry. Sree Maa Shri Ji has been most forthcoming in answering my questions, some answers gave me an aha feeling, some were an over head transmission, but i was just happy with the experience of tuning-in with QVSWPP π Everything was really new, the experience was beautiful and i was at peace that i wasn't going to understand and follow everything in one go. i never felt anything in the body but i still wanted to tune-in to QVSWPP. Thoughts had come back too after the 3 weeks blissful state of turiya avastha but daily tuning-in with QVSWPP was helping tremendously.
i remember my first beautiful surreal experience in 2012 amidst many at the start of my journey with QVSWPP that Sree Maa Shri ji shared so lovingly. It occurred in a half-asleep half-awake state in the wee hours of the morning where i saw pink flowers being gifted to me. It was beautiful and the mind doubted that it was happening, so i opened my eyes a couple of times to check if i was dreaming but no, every time i closed my eyes, i was back in the same vision of flowers being gifted and every time i opened my eyes i was in my room fully aware of lying down in my bed with a clear memory of how my room looked at that time. When i shared my experience with Sree Maa, Sree Maa shared it was Shakti path opening for meππ
Second similar experience was when i experienced floating in water while i was lying in bed and third was when i saw a regal golden eagle soaring in high skies. i opened my eyes on all 3 occasions to check if i was dreaming but no, i was awake and then had these visions again when i closed my eyes. Such beautiful and paranormal escapades still vivid in my memory!
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi Sree Maa and Shri Jiπ
Same year, i had an experience of the quickest healing. i woke up early morning with a sore throat. Swallowing saliva was like swallowing thorns. Could not utter a word. There was no medicine at home and i felt in no state to order medicine on phone forget about going to a doc. All i did was 4 or 5 salt water gargles, tuning-in with QVSWPP for 11 mins and then passing out in deep sleep. i woke up naturally after 4 to 5 hours without a sign of infection. Felt well rested like i had woken up from a 12 hour deep slumber. i went out partying that night when otherwise i would have been bed ridden for 3 days straight. QVSWPP worked mysteriously and i wanted to understand more about it...
January 7, 2018
Kosmic Fusion, Kaveeta Suniel
The spin on top of my head was erratic. Sometimes i felt it, sometimes i didn't but it was definitely there. What followed next was a state of Turiya avastha for 3 weeks straight without having to do any kriya, yoga or meditation. Unbelievable! What followed over the next year was that the erratic graph of oscillating between sudden highs and lows became a straight neutral line. Everything that i perceived to be negative in my life be it people, situations, energies started to dissipate effortlessly. i stopped absorbing other people's low energies and remained unaffected by negative environments which wasn't the case earlier. This was a huge relief. Welcome neutrality! π
All i wanted to do was to meet the person whom i never met or spoke to, only interacted over one or two emails to inquire how to proceed with Kosmic Fusion, but still could bring such a stark shift in my inner state of being sitting afar. Kaveeta Suniel (Sree Maa Shri Ji), founders and visionaries of Kosmic Fusion, were most forthcoming in giving me an appointment to meet them in Jan 2012. The day i met them was the day where the feeling of 'something missing' which i couldn't pinpoint what it was, vanished for good. i experienced an exhilarating feeling of home coming and a feeling of completeness that has never dropped till date.
Atyant AbhAr Sree Maa for listening to my yearning and choosing to walk in my life_/\_ Your Presence has brought the much needed relief and direction i was looking for_/\_π
January 3, 2018
Stepping foot into the unknown
My spiritual journey started in 2004 when i lost all focus and was introduced into Transcendental Meditation (TM) by my mother's yoga teacher Yogi Vinay Rai. After a 4 year yoyo between meditating and enjoying the material world, i embarked upon a 3 year serious journey fully devoted to my spiritual enquiry. Disciplined life of yoga and pranayam, sudarshan kriya, sahaj samadhi meditation, silence, listening to devotional songs and reading scriptures like Ashtavakra Gita, Patanjali Yoga Sutras, Shiv Sutras and many more, centered around my erratic work schedule, all together gave me much needed respite in the turiya avastha. Yet there was an unshakable prominent feeling that something was really amiss.
Nov 2011, in a moment of silence when i found no answers and relief from the feeling, i uttered a prayer to my Guru, Sri Sri Ravi Shankar at the time that "there's something missing and i don't know what. i am surrendering to you as you know what's best for me, please send into my life whoever or whatever it is that's missing."
One month later, Kosmic Fusion had come into my life. i bypassed it completely when i went through the website. Though the mission statement resonated a lot, my mind rejected as it couldn't understand the rest of the content. That night when i slept, there was a constant knocking in my head, like someone was playing a tape of 'this is what you are looking for, even if you don't understand, go for it, you will find all your answers'.
Within the next week, i found myself enrolling for something i didn't understand at all and listening to an hour long meditative tape every day for 7 days that i could not focus on. Had no clue what i was doing and felt nothing in the body or any change in the mind and emotions but lo and behold, on the 7th day, felt a spin come on top of my head. Like a child who is in wonder and utter disbelief, i sat still multiple times that day and many days to follow to feel if the spin was really there or not. IT WAS THERE! π
Nov 2011, in a moment of silence when i found no answers and relief from the feeling, i uttered a prayer to my Guru, Sri Sri Ravi Shankar at the time that "there's something missing and i don't know what. i am surrendering to you as you know what's best for me, please send into my life whoever or whatever it is that's missing."
One month later, Kosmic Fusion had come into my life. i bypassed it completely when i went through the website. Though the mission statement resonated a lot, my mind rejected as it couldn't understand the rest of the content. That night when i slept, there was a constant knocking in my head, like someone was playing a tape of 'this is what you are looking for, even if you don't understand, go for it, you will find all your answers'.
Within the next week, i found myself enrolling for something i didn't understand at all and listening to an hour long meditative tape every day for 7 days that i could not focus on. Had no clue what i was doing and felt nothing in the body or any change in the mind and emotions but lo and behold, on the 7th day, felt a spin come on top of my head. Like a child who is in wonder and utter disbelief, i sat still multiple times that day and many days to follow to feel if the spin was really there or not. IT WAS THERE! π
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